90-Day Challenge

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Deleted Account, Mar 19, 2019.

  1. ConMan

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    This thread should be motivation for people. Be competitive. If you see someone with a similar streak you should think "I'm not going to lose to this guy, he is going to relapse before me". Of course you don't want anyone to relapse but this is motivation for me at least. I won't lose to anyone on this thread. I will beat you all......that being said good luck to everyone and I hope none of you relapse lol
     
  2. jk243

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    I don't see it that way.
    I'm not gonna quit because someone is quitting. I quit it for myself only. That is my life, that is my therapy, that is my way. I tryna understand what you said, but I think that is misleading.
     
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  3. jk243

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    Challenging myself for my first clean week since 2016 (yup).
     
  4. disenchantedbrony

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    Lmao this is great... Bring it on brother! I’m saying that in like a pro wrestler voice too.
     
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  5. disenchantedbrony

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    No matter what is going on in my life I ask God for forgiveness and strength to do His will. Even if I’ve had the most perfect day imaginable I always try to say this prayer. As Burning Spear sings, I ‘hail Him without any apology...’ I also pray that I may be sincere and humble and a lot of other things lol. I’m just saying never be ashamed because for me I feel like that is a trick my demons try to play on me to get me to PMO again. You’re in the right place man! Don’t give up!
     
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  6. Starke1

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    Day 6/90.
    Still pushing it...
     
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  7. ConMan

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    Obviously we are all quitting for ourselves. I think this thread is motivation for me because it's like friendly competition. Good luck man
     
  8. Finished my first full, completely clean week without porn/masturbation - it's really made a huge difference already and I have been waking up with spontaneous erections - something I haven't done for months!
    Won't go into all the details as already documented in my journal - but I felt I deserved a reward and wound up having sex. I was incredibly relieved to find that I could have full sex with no PIED and no delayed ejaculation - both of which have been serious problems for me over the previous 6 months.
    The good news seems to be that my problem maybe wasn't as bad as I first feared. Not getting complacent, and still have zero intention of going back to my old porn/masturbation habits. Onwards and upwards! :)
     
  9. roughjourney

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    The day is almost over. I have seen my life has been better recently. I woke up with more energy. I have more free time to do other stuffs. I have realized how much time I have wasted on PMO. I thought I am productive but I am not. The cycle was really bad. PMO -> tired -> sleep. Then the day is over. Because of better life, I promise myself to never do PMO again.
     
  10. ConMan

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    Thanks man.
     
  12. jk243

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    All love man.
    Keep striving.
     
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  13. jk243

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    I did recover from the last night inside but I'm feeling dirty. This week I will pray and spend time doing good stuff.
     
  14. ConMan

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    Minutes after day 9 I relapsed. Feel like I let you all down. This is a war. I'm not going to binge. I'm going to pick up where I left off. Best of luck to each and every one of you.

    Day 0.
     
  15. disenchantedbrony

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  16. jk243

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    Currently can't sleep.
    My insomnia is back again.
    Feeling uncomfortable and urging and p-thought are flirting in my head.
    I blocked porn site and wrote a password that make it hard for me to fail.
    So help me if you can.
     
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  17. roughjourney

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    Wow what a shame. I relapse yesterday night. I let my future self down. I am submissive to my lower self who is going to lead me to a life of failure, addiction and lust. I want a life with integrity. Shame to myself. but when you fail, get up and tried again. My next streak has to be 90. I want to see that 90. Just with a couple days. I have already seen the benefit of no PMO. Keep going.

    Day 0
     
  18. Carmo

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    Day 10/90
    I felt my mind wandering and reaching out to familiar fantasies. Small scenes, evoking past sex with partners. This usually ends up with me firing up the computer andawatching porn.
    I'm glad I can see this now. So nope not going there.

    Been craving the need to edge. I've been doing it for many years and can edge for hours.

    I've got all this extra time and don't know what to do with it. I should really dust off the guitar and start practicing again or learn something new. But I'm not. I need to do something before I relapse.

    Well, tomorrow I'm going to first clean up my apartment.
     
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