I’m scared man, it’s been 90 days hard mode but they were easy because it was 90 days of a damn flat line, only had urges twice, and they were too random sick thoughts, almost relapsed but stopped myself. I started this streak after breaking a 3-week streak to masturbating with a half soft dick. These have been some of the most depressing 3 months of my life and I don’t know why, no urge to do anything, to get out of bed, just negative thoughts, barely any erections, only when I think about my gf, who I recently broke up with because i had to keep lying to her on why she couldn’t see my penis (could never maintain an erection, been suffering with PIED for years). I’m 19 years old and im about to be 20, I’m losing my mind over here man, just lost the girl i love because of fucking porn, man why did I listen to my friends when they told me to watch it in middle school, I fucked up so bad. I wouldn’t wish this pain on my worst enemies. I fucked up my mental, I tried fixing my mental by hooking up with my gf over and over, trying to reprogram my mind, but I could not hold a damn fucking erection, yeah I’ll get hard but they’re like 70-80% and won’t last long. Someone give me something man I can’t keep going on like this. My sexual energy is non existent, when I get hard, they're no longer full erections, just half erections that fade easily. Its not right man.