90 Days free from PORN!

I'm going to keep this somewhat short, because I'm still on the road to recovery and have a long way to go.
I finally made it 3 whole months porn free after struggling to make it past one month for the last few years.

Brief history:
I was exposed to porn / semi-molested at a young age / always knew about porn - dabbled with it from time to time during my pre-teen and early teen years - made the mistake of watching it in my later teens after some time of not having seen it, and got hooked. From around the age of 17-(25y.o. now) I have been addicted to porn, watching it probably on an average of once a week. I say once a week because there were times I would get really bad with the addiction and watch it once every 2-3 days, and other times where I would go 3-4 weeks before I gave into temptation again.

Around the last couple of years, I've realized how bad this has gotten, and I've decided that enough was enough. I joined this forum sometime last year, I don't remember exactly when it was, and started reading numerous threads and also posting my own.
I also started a private journal (not on here) keeping track of my sober streaks.
I just got so sick of the life of misery I was living. Porn is evil and it will literally will ruin your life whether or not you think that.
I just decided that I was done. Enough was enough. I'm giving up porn for good. I was done fucking watching it.

I didn't succeed right away of course. I relapsed several times since I got really serious about that decision, but my relapses got longer and longer in between times. Before, I was going 1-2 weeks of sobriety, and through-out last year I was going anywhere from 3-5 weeks before relapsing.
I forced myself to get over the guilt, the self-pity. I realized that even though I was addicted, I was still making a choice to view porn each time, and I wanted to be done making that choice. I was so disgusted with myself and the way I was living.

And now, I have been sober for a little over 90 days.
However, I'm only about 8 days sober from masturbation. I am trying to hardmode for life, except if/when I meet a girl in a meaningful relationship, of course.

Benefits so far:
Not as foggy headed on a day to day basis.
I have more energy, and am able to better focus on my goals, dreams, hobbies, etc.
Depression is vanishing (still have rough days, but it's getting a lot better)
This one is big = Social Anxiety has been greatly reduced. It's still there sometimes, but not nearly as bad. I never realized how fucking much porn causes social anxiety. It's ridiculous. Before, it's like because you feel guilty and ashamed, and there's a part of you that thinks others/strangers see that in you, or know you are an addict or something, and you have no confidence... IDK for sure how it all works, but I do know that I am super grateful and happy that I can actually look people in the eye and have direct conversations with them.
Before, during the midst of my PMO addiction, I had really bad social anxiety and didn't like to / couldn't talk to anyone, had a hard time making eye contact, so on and so forth. It has definitely gotten a lot better. And I think it will continue to improve with time, as there are some days I still feel a little shy / self-conscious.

There were some tough days where I was tempted to watch porn, and I just thought about how miserable and depressed I always get every time I've relapsed, and I decided I didn't want to put myself through that again. Logical thinking + willpower really was the driving force for me.
(And my Faith, Christian here -)

Well, this post has already gotten longer than I wanted it to be, lol.
Summary:
I feel fucking great. Way better than I did 90 days ago, haha.
One last thing I want to mention, is that ever since I've been sober, there have actually been some other issues coming up in my life, which I don't want to go too in-depth to because it will take forever and this post is already really long.
I do want to say though, don't expect a life of freedom from only abstaining from PMO.
For me, when the distraction of PMO was gone, my eyes were opened up to other issues that had been in my life for a long time, but because of PMO, I was blind to them.
Just don't expect an easy / perfect / happy life forever once you get sober. It's a constant journey of self-improvement even after we quit PMO.

Thanks for reading guys, I'm going to keep up this fight, and in the future, I'll make another post, maybe once I'm 365 days free of porn!!!
Keep fighting the good fight!!!