90 days, how it feels.

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Hey. So recently I ve hit 90 days since I decided to end this addiction.
Things I notice :

1.I can be home alone and not feel the need to watch P or M.O.
2.My hair become more dense ( my barber noticed that for me!).
3.Feeling a bit more confident ( there is still work to be done though ..)
4.I don't feel controlled by "something". As I said, I can be alone and not M.O. I can see a sexy image and just move on.
5.I started to dislike wet dreams, and im not happy at all when one happen. ( before I was wishing to have them as often as possible)
6.The "guilt" feeling is completely gone , and I feel "clean" instead.
7.I started to feel sad for women that do porn and such. When I see pictures with them(they are everywhere, sadly), I wish they stopped doing that.
8.I feel extremely ashamed of having done P.M.O and strongly against doing it ever again.
9. I woke up and I'm entirely aware of the harm P.M.O causes!
10. Less frustrations overall. Much more happy around people.

I ll eventually write more as they come in my mind.
All was possible with God's help!
 
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MentalRove said:
I don't feel controlled by "something". As I said, I can be alone and not M.O. I can see a sexy image and just move on
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I can feel the same. Yesterday I was watching this movie called Hardcore Henry its is basically a action movie so I thought it would be safe to watch. But there were some strip clubs scenes with full and half nudity but to my surprise I really didn't give a fuck. My mind didn't process it as a trigger. I was like meh just another body. That was fucking amazing to feel.
Also the movie was amazing the fighting sequence were really great worked on. I enjoyed watching the movie.
 
Grow_out_of_it said:
I can feel the same. Yesterday I was watching this movie called Hardcore Henry its is basically a action movie so I thought it would be safe to watch. But there were some strip clubs scenes with full and half nudity but to my surprise I really didn't give a fuck. My mind didn't process it as a trigger. I was like meh just another body. That was fucking amazing to feel.
Also the movie was amazing the fighting sequence were really great worked on. I enjoyed watching the movie.
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Yes, you cant stop the images or thoughts from coming into your head, but you can control what you do with them.
 
MentalRove said:
2.My hair become more dense ( my barber noticed that for me!).
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7.I started to feel sad for women that do porn and such. When I see pictures with them(they are everywhere, sadly), I wish they stopped doing that.
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Congratulations! Excellent work!

If I'm bald will my hair grown back? :)

I've used the feeling bad for porn performers as motivation to not use it. I think porn is bad and exploitive. I'm participating in exploiting people. This goes against my moral code. I realize others may have a different view, but for me this helps. I have to view porn as pure poison. Not just for me but those involved in any way.
 
MentalRove said:
Anything else , just anything else. Self control, and productive activities. I know its hard, I ve been through it , and its damn tough, but that motivation and dedication is much more powerful than the urges. Just put your whole self to it and dont fall for the temptation.
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Thanks for the advice. I appreciate it
 
LavaMe said:
Congratulations! Excellent work!

If I'm bald will my hair grown back? :)

I've used the feeling bad for porn performers as motivation to not use it. I think porn is bad and exploitive. I'm participating in exploiting people. This goes against my moral code. I realize others may have a different view, but for me this helps. I have to view porn as pure poison. Not just for me but those involved in any way.
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Im not sure if it will haha.
And yes, we , by watching porn are indirectly participating in destroying other people's lives.
 
jaihind said:
For hair loss use a herbal shampoo and good conditioner bro
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Tried that a decade ago. Didn't help. It kept falling out. It may help others, but some people are just born to be bald. I always liked having my hair short so it isn't that bad.
 
MentalRove said:
Hey. So recently I ve hit 90 days since I decided to end this addiction.
Things I notice :

1.I can be home alone and not feel the need to watch P or M.O.
2.My hair become more dense ( my barber noticed that for me!).
3.Feeling a bit more confident ( there is still work to be done though ..)
4.I don't feel controlled by "something". As I said, I can be alone and not M.O. I can see a sexy image and just move on.
5.I started to dislike wet dreams, and im not happy at all when one happen. ( before I was wishing to have them as often as possible)
6.The "guilt" feeling is completely gone , and I feel "clean" instead.
7.I started to feel sad for women that do porn and such. When I see pictures with them(they are everywhere, sadly), I wish they stopped doing that.
8.I feel extremely ashamed of having done P.M.O and strongly against doing it ever again.
9. I woke up and I'm entirely aware of the harm P.M.O causes!
10. Less frustrations overall. Much more happy around people.

I ll eventually write more as they come in my mind.
All was possible with God's help!
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I'm glad that the frustration leaves. good testamony
 
Excellent story. Facing the urges head on isn't going to be easy but with your story, I feel like I can get over it.
 
BuddyLee said:
Excellent story. Facing the urges head on isn't going to be easy but with your story, I feel like I can get over it.
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Yes you can. Of course you can. Just put your whole will in it, your whole strength. There is no magic tricks or complicated steps.Its all about that will! All about how much you want it! Good luck!
 
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