90 Days NoFap - join me on journey

I'm going to a therapist for a first appointment today to work with my low moods and anxiety. What is really great is that Fap isn't part of my issues. Last night I looked at a website which would have triggered me historically and I would have use it as a gateway into fapping. Yesterday I looked at it for a few minutes then closed it and went to bed. Whilst my life isn't what I'd like it to be, this is a real triumph!

Thanks for you all being there and making NoFap possible in my life

Adam x

 

Ok. So I'm feeling triggered. There is a part of me wanting to check for Internet P, as a little voice inside me says that it will fill that hole I feel inside myself.

And then I remember I've NoFap. And I remember I'm so proud of the days I've spent NoFap. And I remember that I feel a duty to keep it going to honour myself, and honour you guys.

So if you are feeling tempted like I just was. Use NoFap to inspire you. Set up your own thread like I have and inspire others.

It works. Allow it. Trust yourself. You can do it.

Love, Adam

 

It's been a while since I've posted... and that's a good thing as I often post due to feeling triggered.

Today I feel good in myself. This morning I was feeling some emotional overwhelm, but that didn't translate into any desire to Fap.

Knowing that NoFap.com is there is a wonderful comfort though.

If love to know how others are doing? Post here, both good and bad feelings and actions. All are welcome because it is by sharing our vulnerability that we are able to learn and grow.

Love, Adam

 

I fell off the wagon over the last 24 hours big style. Looked at lots of P, solo O'd 4 times and visited two transexual prostitutes.

I'm really proud that I was 163 days NoFap: nearly 6 months.

I've felt pretty awful at points in the last day. Times when I wondered if it was worth going on. I just wanted to run away from the world. And I did. But I've got that out of my system. I'm going to shake hands with the world again, and take it on.

I'm going to nourish myself by going to a social event, then watch this video again.

 

@numpty: good question, thank you.

I've been with a few women in the last 6 months, but I wasn't interested in having any of them as my girlfriend. And the prostitutes were transsexual's, which has been my compulsive fetish for the last 10 years... and my compulsion came back. My intention is that it is a brief return.