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90 Days!!!

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by Nu-Dae, Sep 2, 2020.

  1. Nu-Dae

    Nu-Dae Fapstronaut

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    Hi everyone, I haven't been on in a looong time, probably about a year and a half. You can probably guess what I've been doing since then, lol. First off, I just wanted to say how great this community is. When I was at some of my lowest points with porn addiction, this community gave me a great place to be accepted and dig myself out of my depression.

    I had hit 30 days and even 45 days so many times, and felt on top of the world. It was great to be able to encourage others the way so many had encouraged me. But one way or another, I would "take a quick peak" or think "erotic stories aren't porn, it's okay" or whatever else my lizard brain/monkey mind/shadow self/ego could come up with, and I would slip up again and again. And then I'd go on a bender, even if it was just for a few hours, and eventually the depression, low energy and shame would kick in all over again. I'm sure many of us know what I'm talking about.

    Anyway, I'm proud to say that after many mini-streaks, I've finally made it to 90 days!! (End of day Friday to be exact, but there's no way I'm blowing the last three days!). It's been a long journey, and I've come to realize that it's only the beginning of an even longer journey, maybe a lifetime one. As of now, I'll probably go for a year, maybe set an immediate goal at 120 days.

    I feel great. I feel better than I've felt in years. And I want to thank this community for being there and providing great support to me and everyone else. Men, and women, we can do this!!! Keep pushing, it's worth it. You're worth it.
     
  2. Congrats. I'll be joining you in the 90 days club soon!
     
  3. Congrats and well done. Keep your streak till 120 days and then never go back to it! I did over 100 days 5 years ago and sorted all the things you describe in your post but slipped back again and the past 40 days I've had to go through it all again and it's torture! Remember how bad you felt to stop you going back to it.
     
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  4. thebestsideofmyself

    thebestsideofmyself Fapstronaut

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  5. Thats good. How long was you addicted for?
     
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