90 PM challenge

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by BlameFish, May 12, 2021.

  1. BlameFish

    BlameFish Fapstronaut

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    Hey all I'm ready for a change. Going head first into the 90 day PM-Mode challenge. I've been watching porn and masturbating since I was little, I can't even remember the age, when I found out that I could hit that dopamine button and all my problems would go away in that moment, I was a done for... and I'm 29....I used it to deal with my emotional problems and with boredom. I Don't know a life without it and that makes me worried and kind of hate myself for that. I should be able to stop, I need to stop to show myself that I control my self and my emotions and urges. I can do this.

    Wish me luck! I wish all of you luck!
     
    Last edited: May 12, 2021
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    Rexamilli Vanilli Fapstronaut

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    Best wishes luck of a lep at a Scottish rainbow's end
     
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    Day two, I went out yesterday and there were some fine women per usual out. This triggered me to want to PM but I withheld, This morning was tough. I found myself in a half sleep state and my hands gravitated to my funstick as if there was some unseen force. when I touched it I immediately said no and backed off. But the whole day has been me fighting the urge. Need to go on more walks and stay away from the computer when I can. I should probably keep my hands busy.
     
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    How have you been? on day four and its been good so far but urges are coming and going especially when i wake up. Basically need to slap myself from automatically not do it lol but we have held up.
     

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