94 days!

Count yourself lucky sir! You got out before the habit become an addiction.

 

ur brain will not remember pain after ur healthy. ur testamony is another reason for me to keep goin

 

IF you were to relapse right now, do you think that will make you feel any better?

 

do not relapse now. u went the distance. make it a lifestyle

 

He is not feeling any benefits though. Why he should suffer the pain of recovery if he's thinking recovery is all BS?

 

because some peoples reboots may take a year. im proud of him. i think mine is definately be longer than 90 days. hes his own man though. if his goal was just 90 than he should feel free to go to town on hisself

 

not not just suppossed to walk around with a boner all of the time anyway unless ur 15 years old

 

I am on 123 day today and i feel it will still take a long time for me. I have seen benefits here and there but the urges are still alive and pumping.

 

I feel the same as you. I am on day 65 and I read people on this site who post about miraculous benefits they've noticed when I'm at the same level and I feel almost like I am where I started. I believe in myself and I know I will start to change for real soon, but it is frustrating for me sometimes because it just makes me think how I have just spent a lot of my days PMOing. Hope this helps. You are not alone

 

Stop counting days, but still track your progress. Try counting months now.

 

Good attitude! You can read here of the damage that P has done. It's like an expose of what is supposed to go on in the privacy of our lives and out of the public sphere. In the public sphere, which is allergic to all forms of censorship in the name of freedom, it is considered normal to be a 'recreational user'. Moderation is fine... for virtuous activities, but for inherently vicious ones, like P use, it is not. Use soon becomes abuse as it gets the better of you. Quite sad that we have moved beyond notions of vice and virtue, good and evil, today.

 

Hey, a special congratulations to you for getting this far on hope alone. Of course I'm hoping the benefits will start to kick in for you big time, like only a small readjustment of your stereo dial makes a new station come in loud and clear. I like that you mentioned Limitless because I'd posted it in my journal as an inspiration. It seems to portray very vividly the kind of mental state I'm hoping will happen. Do you do any other kinds of self-help stuff, like committing to practicing imagining yourself having those kinds of powers, cultivating a strong vision of what specific ways your ordinary life will change? I felt I couldn't do that very effectively because PMO for me I'm assuming was negative thinking on steroids. I had a lot of perverted and disgusting thoughts of things I didn't want to do in real life, which probably canceled out my good vision of myself. So I had to stop the PMO so the "positive thinking" could be the stronger force. What do you think you might try now that PMO isn't dragging you down?