Hi gentlemen i am 20yo and i am fapping since 9. I was first introduced to porn at 12. As I grew older around 8th standard I was a very happy lively kind if guy but things started to change in 9th standard. I am fapping everyday since 9 (everyday). In 9th standard things started to change pmo was effecting my life i was nervous not happy anymore got bullied by a guy whom i could have fucked right there. Idk man what happened after 8th standard i started become shy guy no energy anymore mood swings were common. Even if i was a hardcore fapper i was a good in sports and in studies too(above average in both). Idk but i used to think something is wrong with me. I used to think how good i was till 8th wtf had happened to me. But i never got answers. I started watching motivation videos and all that shit on how to change your life. Life was getting difficult now and i thought it is normal and continued fapping and my daily routine. Now i am 20 and fapping every day sometimes i even get sudden headaches in 2 -3 months. I never had a gf although i had girls who were friends. I have always fucked the them in my mind lol. I haven't achieved much till now. Neither do i i ha much desire and motivation to achieve anything.