A bit of an emergency

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by GayRomeo, Nov 14, 2014.

  1. GayRomeo

    GayRomeo Fapstronaut

    I have my issues. To be honest, porn and masturbation aren't a problem for me. I'm here because I'm in a new relationship and believe porn and masturbation interfere with a healthy sex life with one's partner. Abstaining has helped me so much in creating the beginnings if an excellent sex life with my new guy.

    My issues are eating, body issues and, potentially, drinking. I say potentially because I've always nipped it in the bud before it became a problem. (I have other problems, too, like misanthropy, but ill stick with the previous three for the sake of this discussion).

    This week has been bad for me as far as food and exercise are concerned. Bad for me means I didn't work out on Saturday, I overate most days of this week, I was unable to work out on Monday because of a medical procedure and I purposefully didn't work out today. I just ate an entire block of cheese and baguette and I'm close to finishing a bottle of wine (yes, I'm gay. This is our version of hot wings and a pitcher of beer). I just started browsing YouTube videos that started become man sexy and I almost let the "fuck it" thought enter my mind. I didn't, though. I haven't fapped. New guy is en route to the west Chicago burbs right now and I won't see him for a week and I haven't sexed since Monday but whatever. I'm not gonna screw up my goal. So, tomorrow, I work out. Sunday I take my scheduled day off. I start again I. Monday like I always do. Boom. Back on track.

    I don't know what I want from you fellas. Atta boy or don't fuck it up or something else. A spanking? J/k.

    Sorry if there are a bunch of typos. I'm a little drunk. I can drink and eat more than most people, but because if my self loathing, I manage to starve myself for days on end in order to maintain a normal weight.
  2. Jimb0

    Jimb0 Fapstronaut

    Hello GayRomeo. First off you have to get yourself together. If you think you're an alcoholic then you can't just sit back in front of a computer and get people to feel sorry for you. I think you already know the answer to your issues. You made it pretty clear in your thread. You need to take action. All these issues that you're dealing with are obviously things you want to change. The best thing to do is to work on those things you feel you need work on gradually. I think the hardest part of changing is taking the first step and doing it slowly. People try to change but they change too much all at once and as fast as possible. No, make the small, important changes, then gradually do more when you gain enough momentum.
  3. GayRomeo

    GayRomeo Fapstronaut

    Hmmm, I didn't think I was wanting to get anyone to feel sorry for me. I felt like it was more like, let me type this shit out before I jerk off and ruin what I've worked for so far.

    I have a propensity for alcoholism. I indulge on occasion, but I think I've avoided the trap thus far. Tonight I have drunk too much, though.

    You're right about trying to do too much too soon. I'm extremely motivate and type A, so I have this problem as well.

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