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A Bump in the Road

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by Bullarrd, Aug 22, 2017.

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  1. Bullarrd

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    Yo what's up everyone, I've been 3 months and 8 days clean yet still sort of battling urges. I just picked up a job after finishing a vocational school and I'm about to get another one in about a week or so, which in turn has helped me with my anxiety. Not to mention I'm starting to feel a lot healthier. Glory be to God!

    After some self-education though I came to the conclusion I suffer from PIED, which doesn't surprise me after 9 years of PMO exposure. Sometimes I feel like I may never be able to get hard from regular sex again. When I'm laying down in a setting where I'd most likely M/O, I try thinking about my girlfriend to see if I get a reaction(so far not much movement) then a porn video I watched from like 3 years ago will run through my mind and it's like I popped a whole bottle of blue pills!

    At the end of the day though I know that I will be able to reach normality again as long as I stay strong and keep pushing forward. Every morning it's a bit hard to wake up, but as the days go by it gets easier and easier, and I can only thank God for helping me through this. Wherever you are reading this, stay strong my friend.
     

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