A challenge of 30 days , anyone wants to join?

Thanks man

 

checking in

 

Hi, I am new here and I would like to join this challenge. How can I do so?

 

Hi, I am new here and I would like to join this challenge. How can I do so?

 

i'm in , i will do it..

 

I'm on day 6. I feel weird, kind of foggy. My longest streak ever was 8 days. I've gone a little over 5 months without porn since January. I've had a few relapses here and there, so this wasn't a straight 5 months, but at least 95% of that 5 months was porn free, after being an addict for about 18 years.

Honestly, I feel fear. I think the no masturbation part of this is my biggest fear, but I have a feeling this is the last pillar of my sex addiction. Once that falls I will shatter. I think my ego is afraid of losing something, it's always trying to grasp.

 

Day 25

It's all good. I'm looking forward to Monday as my 4th week and next Wednesday as the end of this 30 days. I won't presume to say I can do this. I will just say that today I will kill off each moment of thinking that puts me on the wrong path and only allow pure thoughts to live. Today. Since everyday is today, that's what I will do, every day.

 

Relapsed Let's try again...

 

Relapsed Too..after 8 days..l'età start again...

 

@John1974 @I Need Help
It's that level of honest, accountability and commitment that'll get us through this! We can do it guys!

Day 2 for me I think? Just got through work and hung out with a friend, I ate too much lol. It's getting late, that's usually a trigger for me, I need to get to bed after making a journal entry.

 

Almost there

 

Not long to go now.

 

I'm pretty late, but i'm in for day 1

 

I'm on 2 days which i never make it past. But that won't happen this time! Shoutout to everyone fighting the good fight it'll be worth it.

 

22 right now. So, what happens after we hit 30 ?

 

Failure.Back to zero. Home alone and I wanted the high. I wanted P and M. I wanted that place of seclusion, secrecy and gratification. I didn't even have the in a trance, lustfull and mindless thoughts and urges at first. I thought about old M behavior and was seduced by mild memories of P. Recent desires of P that led to questionable netflix shows over that couple days. I wanted to fall to get the high. I was even thinking about how things have changed for the better over the last 20 days. Didn't care becuse I wanted the high. My longest healthy time ever, 20 days...hero to zero...again.

 

Depends on what your goals are. For many of us it takes several attempts to make it to 30 days so we see it as a milestone to reach. For me I'll be continuing on for 90 days without PMO. There's a few others who want to do the same. Join us if you want to.

 

I'm in

 

Day 4, yesterday was my first brutal day. Didn't think it would come so soon, from my experience I notice that day 2 after pmo is the worst for me, super depressed, existential and unmotivated, then about a week later I get bombarded by triggers and move towards using, but that occurred yesterday, and thankfully my day was already full of social commitment so I survived. Even so, it's a scary realization noticing how deep I really am in this. These days have felt so long... But I'm committed, I'm committed to this community, myself and in encouraging others for change.

 

I made it past 2 days for the 1st time so I know I'm finally gonna win! I passed that mental blockade in some way.