I’m officially going to start a journal so this will be light but I need to just do it. The last few weeks I have started working with my Hubby again. It’s been really good for me. The job is productive and exciting, working with other friends and fun. It’s been really nice having something to feel personally proud of again. I feel like I’m getting my groove back, it’s something new but I’m for the most part familiar with. I have realized I have sense of personal confidence back, I have realized how much I have missed that feeling. Working with my hubby has felt good, we have a balance that feels good, he’s basically also seen as my boss too and that’s totally ok. This working relationship with is proving how far we come together. The last few weeks have been long days and 6 days a week so I’m a bit tired but accomplished. On the way home we ran into my estranged daughter and that felt really good. I was able to hug her, tell her I miss her and that I think about her everyday. She noticed us and called after me and was genuinely excited. I want to reconnect with her, she is my one and child and I love miss her terribly. I’m proud of how she has finally growing up. No more drugs, working and going back to school to be a RN. That’s all I have ever wanted for her. All in all, with as tired as I am this has turned into a great Friday night. Now for a beer and pizza at home with my hubby and cuddle in bed with a movie and critters.