A guy that want change his life

Hello everyone, my name is Chris, I have 18 years old from México and it´s my first semester in the collage.
I consider that I lost the control in my life since three years ago. I susbcribe myselft in a lot of pornsites. One year ago I recogonize my problem, learn about it and now I know the lie of the porn.
The problem is that, with the quarentine I stay alone in my house for a long time, I have relapsed many times these last months, my problem is the forum´s sex chat now, so, I analize myself and and I came to the conclusion that I am looking for someone who understands what I am going through and talk about it.
I hope to find people who really understand me and chat a bit.
I know that pornography is a lie, and I want to stop it once and for all.

 

Thank you brother, I post it yet