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A Journey to the end of Porn Addiction

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by ram_01, Jun 27, 2020.

  1. ram_01

    ram_01 Fapstronaut

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    Hello Everyone,
    I am Ram, 20 years old. I am here to overcome my porn addiction. I have become so frusted from the addiction. I can't remember when i started watching porn videos, doing sexual behaviour. My school days has gone, but addiction is still in my life. I am very angry from the addiction. I have always worked hard to overcome porn. But I have been failing everytime. This is full of shamefulness. Now, I am telling some of mine tried work:
    1. I destroyed my keypad phone in which I used to watch porn movies.
    2. I quited studying for 4 months. That was huge.
    I think quiting studying, destroying phone was not the solution. It has made me mental. Completly mental. I used to prey God "How can I overcome from the Addiction." But nothing happened. Now, I have realised that God is nothing merely than a believe, or a three letters.
    Some negative consequences of porn addiction:
    1. I have no friends, even a one.
    2. My behavior is something strange to people, especially for girls. I never talk to girls.
    3. I can't drive cycle, full of shamefullness.
    4. I have never been able to focus on my study. Reason: I am always thinking how to overcome porn addiction. So, I couldn't focus on study, I can't focus on study. And may be in future as well.
    5. I can't decide anything. It has destroyed my decision making ability.
    Few days before, I went on wikipedia to know about porn addiction. I read the article, but didn't understand. That was scientific article. But the good thing is that I got to know about NoFap Community. As a result, I am here.
    What can be happen if it continues:
    1. I don't know what I will do in future. It means what type of Job.
    2. May be I will fail in all subjects.
    Honestly speaking, I himself don't know what will happen if it continues.
    So, I only want to End of Porn Addiction.
    This time I will win. If I don't win, I will again try. But I will end my porn addiction. It has already done a lot of damages in my life. I don't more.
     
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  2. Hi welcome to NoFap. You are still a very young man. It is important not to think too far ahead but ask yourself what you can do today. It seem like you are serious about quitting and that is the first step. I think you can do it. Try to learn as much as possible about this addiction. Check out the TED talk by Gary Wilson on the Great Porn Experiment. Very eye opening. In my opinion trying to recover should be your main focus right now and I would not worry so much on other things as those can come later. Try to learn as much as possible here on NoFap about people's success stories etc. You can do it brother. Welcome and hope you succeed.
     
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  3. ram_01

    ram_01 Fapstronaut

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    Yes, You are right. I must focus on recovering. Rather than thinking about the future.
     
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  4. | Nico |

    | Nico | Distinguished Fapstronaut
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    Welcome to the community ;) all the best on your journey, if you have any questions or concerns please dont hesitate to ask us. Have a great day.
     
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