A little bit about myself

Hello everyone, I am new to NoFap, and I have already seen some of your posts, and honestly I did find a lot of relief to know that I was not the only one struggling in this matter.

So a little a bit about me. I started watching porn when I was 7 years old, and with a friend we managed to fill a tearabyte of porn. Ever since I was young I had some kind of weird obsession on sex, and constantly thought on it. I discovered m when I was 12 years old, and needless to say, I have practiced it almost daily for almost 6 years. I am 18 years old.

When I first figured I had a problem regarding p and m was when I finally got a girlfriend. I love her so much, however the only thing I can think about is sex. Sex with her, sex with strangers, m, p, and so on. I have not cheated on her but I am constantly looking for escorts, watching p, visiting strip clubs and asking her to do a bunch of crazy shit for me.

I have had sex in school at the full open view of everyone, I have had sex in parks, restaurant bathrooms, and even in class before anyone has arrived. I even got myself a membership to a swingers club. I seriously do not know how she tolerates all this shit for me. Although I have done all of this, I still can´t find no full pleasure and always find myself with some kind of desire for more, so I turn to p. I have even questioned my sexuality and fantasized about gay sex, I even downloaded grindr. I know Im not gay but I just want more sex, in any kind of way possible.

Reading some of the things I found here, I know I am not alone. I sincerly hope that I can turn my sexual life towards a healthier one. Today is day one, and I am feeling strong.

Sorry for my bad english and all the typos. Im not a native speaker and I just poured orange juice in my computer, so its kind of fucked up. Anyways, thanks for the support and attention .

 

Thank you very much for the support!