A LONG STORY !!!

Hey everyone!
*Important info*

1. Used to game everyday for like 8 hours or 12 or 16 (and not happy about it . It is boring but i got nothing to do) for like 6 years.

2. Do PMO every 2 weeks or 1 week( i discovered porn like 2 or 3 years, probably 2 and maybe 3 before i was adult and could masturbate semen( i was able to do that from a year ago when i became a teen) however i remember that while watching porn i waited for my penis to release something which was not sperm but pre-seminal fluid ; secretion discharged before ( this is the translation in English)

3. And yes i kept playing games daily and PMOING every 2 weeks or week or even a month.

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So i have a different question here regarding PMO and another addiction.
Lest’s see:
I know these forums are for PMO fighting. I have the same problem also.BUT it is a little different.
I have another addiction which is GAMING. When i started to fight PMO and to question why is my life miserable, the last thig i would accuse of that was Gamig. But as time passed, and i started “fighting” ( it wasn’t a real fight) PMO , i kept like “failing’ but failing for me was doing this thing (pmo) at the same time i used to do it which is like every week or tow weeks. When i stopped for 40 days ( that was a year ago) of course i was happy and noticed some positive changes but they were not enough.( i realized this after fighting Gaming) i mean i remember my skin was clearer and was even whiter! And the most important : i was happy. After this streak it attacked me again and my brain told me it will be okay and that i have went free of it for a long time and doing it for once won’t damage me abd the blah blah blah the most of you went through. I gave up ( that was my decision ) and from that day it was the longest streak. I kept “fighting” without noticing any positive change. So an idea once came to me and i said : hey that may be true. The idea strikes me in the heart. It was maybe your main addiction that is the reason behind all of this Gaming. I then remembered my old mate who stopped gaming and said i will give it a try. Like i saw nofap, i went to google and typed : no gaming. And it was real. People were fighting GAMING addiction like there are people fighting PMO . I started seeing more videos and websites and finally recognised that i have to stop( i want you to know that since like 2 or 3 years i stopped having fun in anything i do including gaming which was my passion , i was bored of life and dont want to do anything) . I then stopped. And it was hard realizing that GAMING was the cause of moat problems i face in my life. Of course i started blaming other people for this( i had bas family relationships and i started gaming and loved it since i was like 11 or 12 )
. Days passed and everyday that passed i kept remembering and realizing how gaming changed my life ( from a kid everyone used to love and from a smart kid that he himself felt special to a complete dumb another person) and it was too hard realizing all of this and realizing that i spent my life playing videogames while my friends and people that i was better than them in everything were happy and making progress even the dumb ones! It was too hard. It was too hard to sit everyday thinking how can i forgive myself after what i did. And btw giving up gaming was too easy but it was tooooo hard to sit in the first 2 weeks of no gaming with a blank mind that doesnt want to do anything( a shocked brain after i stopped my daily” habit”) and i sat for 2 weeks and were like: omg i have much time ( actually i was free all day except school work) and didnt know what to do and didnt want to do anything due to the shock i caused to my mind. But at the same times, at school and in social events i was a better person (you can even say better than no PMO results) : much better. No social anxiety, no fear from anything, i could make conversations easy without thinking what i have to say, it was easy to talk to strangers , i no longer want to stay home and too many positive changes that the successful people here know. And of course i didnt want to masturbate or watch porn during that time ( like30 or 40 days free of gaming ) but i relapsed in PMO and that didnt bother me that much. After that , and by my decision i went back to playing video games after i finished exams and found my brother downloaded fortnite( it is a very boring game like all other games to me). I know it is a long story .
So after all of this blablabla is my PMO’ing considered as an addiction if it is every around 2 weeks?? Or is everybody here addiction is a daily PMO’ing (like my gaming ) which they are trying to get rid of.

Sorry for this long story and sorry for any grammatical errors as i am not a native English speaker and i wont revise what i wrote because im tired.
Please comment down below and let me know what do you think and give me pieces of advice.
Thanks in advance for reading this and commenting.