Hi, Here's another reason porn and masturbation are terrible, terrible. I have started myself at the age of 10. It is when my mental state got worse year after year. I was told to be - almost everyday - a bright kid, all smile, curious. All this fap has made it worse and made me a very angry and depressed teenager. I could have had a much better secondary school. I have been having these periods - lasting for two to seven days - of irrational susceptibility, anger and depression now and then for ever. My family or my friends could never realize why I would be suddenly so bad-tempered (hiding deep sadness). I have only realized a couple years back it has been because of orgasm linked to masturbation on pictures and porn. This shit is addictive and if you stop it, that's how you sometimes feel for months. At least how I feel... I'm on day 3 and I feel that very much. I had two friends here for the evening, I was a bit pissed off by one of them for some reason, and coinciding with my post-relapse feels, I felt sooooo lonely whereas I was with my best friends ya know. I didn't talk much, and wanted to kill myself really. Really. This shit is terrible.