A Muslim on nofap

Porn, masturbating, over-ejaculating.​

These things have been killing my morals, my manliness, my emotions, my love for people, and most importantly... My relationship with God.

After I have succeeded on nofap, I now feel more love.

Love for God, love for my family, love for people.

And now, I am having the desire to get married.
My religion prevents me from committing fornication, and getting a girlfriend.

Even if I wasn't a Muslim, I wouldn't have done these things.

I just want to get married, marriage is way more beautiful that these dumb "relationships"

Marriage contains responsibility, it's between the souls.

Getting a girlfriend? Nah.

True love is marriage, not getting a girl/boyfriend.
Marriage is about commitment, it's about responsibility.

Although I am 15, I want to get married.
But I won't (yet).

I'll get married as soon as I have a source of income.

Maybe, I need to know more people.
College contains all kinds of people, I'll get to know a woman during it.
Only with her parents' permission.

During my prayers, I ask God to help me marry a sweet woman.

And I say woman, because I think it's more respectful than saying "girl".

And we Muslim men, respect women more than ourselves.

 

A week or more.

I have been trying to stay close to God as much as possible.

I go to the mosque to memorize Quran, I recite daily, I spend most of my praying time in sujood reciting Dua like: "Oh Allah make me close to you, make me close to my family, help me get a lovely spouse in the future, grow my knowledge and health, help me serve the world with knowledge."

And sujood impacts me a lot, I am very calm most of the time.
My dua is getting accepted a bit by bit.
People actually treat me better.

Alhamdulilah.

It's one of the best weeks in my life.