A New Challenge (30 days+?)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Plusjamais, Jun 3, 2020.

  1. Plusjamais

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    Day 16

    Has my PMO addiction been linked to HOCD? This thought has grown on me. Since I've accepted its possibility and studied it, I've been feeling better and better.
    Woke up at 8:30a.m. Great. I think I'm gonna reward myself with a good and sweet breakfast (I never do these).
    Feel free to join my journey and/or support!! Thank you. Day sixteen completed.
     
  2. Mitsuro

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    Well done on all your progress so far, stay strong
     
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    Day 17

    Yesterday was ok. Good I'd say. Still no urges, PMO seems to be out of my mind. But I had a few weird dreams last night... anyway waking up strongly at 8:30. My favorite thing lately is waking up early.
    Day seventeen completed.
     
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    Two weeks completed. Thank you Mitsuro for your support. You rock. To all, feel free to join and/or support. Thank you and be strong all.
     
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    Day 18

    Woke up at 8:30. Did a lot of stuff in the morning. It's amazing. Watched movies. I ran 5kms which made me feel very well.
    I'm getting back to school for a week so I might now update at noon. Day eighteen completed.
     
    Last edited: Jun 22, 2020
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    Day 19

    Just another day. In the evening, I went by a friends' for dinner and for some reason Nofap was brought up. I said all the benefits and that avoiding PMO made me feel really better. Now I am afraid it might jinx me....
    Short night. Day nineteen completed.
     
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    Day 20

    I'm tired of writing these. Still no urges. School feels good cause I get to see people and friends. And work.
    Day twenty completed.
     
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    Day 21

    Another day. I'm just gonna keep going.
    Day twenty-one completed.
     
  9. Plusjamais

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    Day 22

    Passed an exam. (Avid Media Certification for those interested)
    No urges. It's boring because it's like I'm already free of PMO. Party tonight, I'm gonna be careful.
    Tomorrow I move back to my parent's for the summer. I will beat this shit.
    Day twenty-two completed.
     
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  10. lord_NGHTMRE

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    Wow great job ! Happy for you

    I'm starting from today as well.
     
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    Day 23

    Party went well. Woke up at 11. Gonna pack and drive to my parents'. That's gonna take a lot of effort lol.
    However, screw PMO.
    Day twenty-three completed.
     
  12. Plusjamais

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    Day 24

    Back to parents’ !
    Nothing urging back so far. I think my streak will pursue easily.
    Gotta be careful with sugar here (my mom’s a grandma, you know)
    Day twenty-four completed.
     
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  13. Plusjamais

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    Day 25

    Very very light urges but it's really nothing. Feeling a bit depressed, I don't know if coming back was the best decision but I'll make the best out of it.
    I feel scared about meeting my hometown friends... I don't know why and how to deal with it
    Day twenty-five completed.
     
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    Day 26

    Some angriness growing but light and manageable. Keep going strong. Watched Kurosawa's Yojimbo which is excellent.
    Day twenty-six completed.
     
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  15. A. M. Abdurrazaq

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    Hi guys,
    Been trying to understand how it works here for a couple of months now, Alhamdulillah, I finally got a glimpse.
    Actually I've been on the lookout for best way to put an everlasting end on my addiction to pornography.
    I've been addicted since my junior school days, the truth is, for so many years I was oblivious of the connection between my slow productivity in all ramifications and pornography, few years back I managed to do without pornography for couple of months and truth they're were one of my best moments in earth, like I was happy, well secured I look much more smarter and I was able to retain almost every occurrence in my life, as in I had a huge memory boost.
    But recently, I have had to battle this over and over again, fortunately I got to know of this website while i was reading one of the popular anti-pornography books YOUR BRAIN AND PORN BY GARY WILSON, I got to know of how bad the effect of pornography was, it wasn't just detrimental to my sexual life, it's adverse effects cuts across each and every single part of one's life.
    In a nutshell, I'm here to put an end to this, my the will of Allaah, I can't wait to start giving my testimonies too, to everyone who has made this a home for people like me, I say Thank you, to the founding father Alex, words can't express my gratitude.
    I look forward to receiving your response to this.
    Thank you all.
    I'm Abdurrazaq.M.A.
    Abuja, Nigeria.
     
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  16. Plusjamais

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    Day 27

    I ran 6kms in the evening and got drunk with beer then. It helped me forget about my problems but I had a few urges when I went to bed. It was the easiest fight; my demons are still there and strong, but I've built such a great mental over these 27 days that I could just push them away by meditating. It felt really good. I'm on the right path but I may have a lot of fights yet to have.
    Alcohol made have a shitty night, couldn't sleep for hours, that was very weird and uncomfortable. But today's a great day.
    Day twenty-seven completed.
     
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    Day 28

    Urges are coming back... I'm staying strong.
    Day twenty-eight completed.
     
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    Day 29

    One day to full month!
    Feeling better. I need to wake up only once and at the right time. I need to settle my relationships. I need to watch more movies. I need to meditate.
    Day twenty-nine completed.
     
  19. Plusjamais

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    Day 30

    FULL MONTH!

    I'm glad that I achieved it. Thanks lord_NGHTMARE and A. M. Abdurrazaq for support.

    Though... I'm having more and more urges... Sexual dreams last night too... I'm scared
    Day thirty completed.
     
  20. MarioVargas

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    Tienes que ser fuerte contigo mismo, desafiarte a ti mismo, a veces sentirás que no vas a ninguna parte, que esa maldita PMO es más grande que tú, pero es basura porque tú, mi querido amigo, eres más grande que todo lo que te aqueja.

    ¡Pelea, hombre! Hasta el final, campeón!
     
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