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I am an aspiring Orthodox Christian, awaiting the day that I may be baptized into the Holy Church. The greatest sin in my life, and the source of my mental anguish and spiritual struggle, has been addiction to pornography and masturbation. I became hooked on it when I was a young boy, and have had a steady stream of it entering my mind since then. I have had a few periods where I temporarily quit, but I always came back to it, as a dog does to his vomit. I am tired of that, and it is now my greatest goal to overcome pornography, masturbation, and ultimately, the sin of lust. I intend to journal here, recording daily progress, seeking motivation and inspiration, and finding accountability. This is going to be difficult. It is my Goliath, but with the help of the Lord, His holy saints, the blessed Theotokos, and all of you, I will overcome.
I am an aspiring Orthodox Christian, awaiting the day that I may be baptized into the Holy Church. The greatest sin in my life, and the source of my mental anguish and spiritual struggle, has been addiction to pornography and masturbation. I became hooked on it when I was a young boy, and have had a steady stream of it entering my mind since then. I have had a few periods where I temporarily quit, but I always came back to it, as a dog does to his vomit. I am tired of that, and it is now my greatest goal to overcome pornography, masturbation, and ultimately, the sin of lust. I intend to journal here, recording daily progress, seeking motivation and inspiration, and finding accountability. This is going to be difficult. It is my Goliath, but with the help of the Lord, His holy saints, the blessed Theotokos, and all of you, I will overcome.