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A new recruits story

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by RebootOnTheMoon, Sep 28, 2013.

  1. Sep 28, 2013 #1
    RebootOnTheMoon

    RebootOnTheMoon New Fapstronaut

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    21 year old male here, been MO'ing since 10, been PMO'ing since i was about 16 (since the day i figured out how to beat my dads internet filters), minus a year i was in a relationship and didn't watch porn at all. After i found this site it just dawned on me why everything just had been going downhill after i became single a year ago, it's because i went straight back to PMO!!
    And ever since then i just haven't been the same, not just my way of acting around women, but on the inside too. I was just happier, i was happy as hell during most of the relationship, and i was happy when it was over because it was a tough breakup, but i knew it was the right thing to do.


    I can honestly say i was happy when i turned single a year ago (who knows maybe i was already rebooted because of that relationship), but then i went back to PMO, and now a year later, i feel like a different person and not in a good way.

    I can't even explain it, but what i felt back then was real happiness, and today it dawned on me, i can hardly remember what that feels like!!!!
    I feel desensitized, things that used to get me super exited in the past just doesn't feel the same now, i feel numb..


    Relapsed two times already (very short streaks), but i don't care, i've made my decision. I'm doing this.
     
    RebootOnTheMoon, Sep 28, 2013
    RebootOnTheMoon, Sep 28, 2013
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  2. Sep 28, 2013 #2
    mytimetochange

    mytimetochange Fapstronaut

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    Good thing you pay attention to this since you are young . Good luck .
     
    mytimetochange, Sep 28, 2013
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  3. Sep 30, 2013 #3
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    I recommend starting a journal as it'll help with accountability. My main reason for stopping PMO is similar to yours, I was no longer happy. Also if you click my nifty counter there's instructions on how to make your own. It really helps bring perspective. I used to never go more than a week without PMO, but now look at my counter. Its not easy, and I'm far from rebooted/healed, but only two weeks in and I've already noticed a change in how I feel and act. Remember, you're not alone in your struggle.
     
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