A Progressive Challenge-A different kind of challenge- all levels

Day 5 pmo free.
I'm currently on a trip with my family which gets me kinda distracted from all the negative thoughts and etc but I still have this 'weird feeling' that doesnt let me to rest.. F****

 

Day 34/45
Finished my project.
Finished my goal of a month of strict diet. Tonight I'm going to a restaurant to celebrate and have same nice food and wine, this weekend I will relax and eat whatever I want.
I feel weird now that my plans are finished, but that just means it's time to make some new plans!
Staying aware and keeping up my guard, especially tonight after drinking wine!

Good job putting down the phone. You are changing to be the master of yourself!

Preparation is half the battle. You are doing good, you know your triggers and you are keeping the guard up.

Congratulations! Now you have proven to yourself that you can do it! To new horisons!

Yes! Great! Have a new plan ready after tomorrow, so you don't give in immediately. Let's go for 10 days!

 

Hey, I never understood the meaning of flatline. Will you take pain to explain plz. Actually i have not felt urges these 29 days, but so much anxiety , then i watch some spritual videos and explore about life or get busy in some other thing.
No Urges so how will i get used to it.

 

@DerNeuMann I regularly go for walk for an hour in the evening. Watch some knowlegable videos as well. Totally i am off with social networking sites.

 

Thanks, for alerting me before only. I won't allow my urges overpower me this month. Yes i may be in flatline as i have 0 urges, when i see a girl i just try not to think about it , just ignore it. But i have anxiety i.e headaches and sometimes i dont feel to do anything. But i have improved a lot. Just this anxiety thing will get over i will be superman

 

That's the 6th day of the 7 day target.

 

I am making this my signature as this will surely motivate me. Thanks a lot for enlightening me with this. Was totally unaware of this. Looking for more advice in future.

 

8/14

Yes! Feeling good. Tomorrow will be a busy day, so that’s good. I feel strong at the moment, BUT I know from experience that this can change in a moment.

Impressive! You make it look like if it’s easy, altough I know it’s absolutely not. Don’t let your guards down and keeping doing what you’re doing now!

One day left. Really good. You’ve been struggling a bit the last weeks as far as I can see, but this time you don’t give in after a few days. Keep going!

 

day 5/90

 

Day 23/33..

 

It's been a long 3 weeks of hiatus since I took time to chase my studies. I fell back into my old rut of PMO, and lost almost all will to change. My mind kept telling me that change was not going to be possible, and I gave in to the lies. Fast forward 2 and a half weeks; I meet possibly the most amazing person in the world, and she makes me believe in myself again. Where I once gave up because I honestly believed that physical love and intimacy was something I wasn't going to achieve, I have seen the light so to speak. I have an amazing girlfriend who cares about who I am as a person, and the will to make her happy is far stronger than the will to watch porn. Where before it was just me, now I have someone else that I have made a pledge to remain faithful to. Porn is cheating with the eyes, and being faithful to my partner far outranks any petty desires I have. She has shown me what true love is, and I know I can get this done with her support. 2 days until I beat my streak, and I haven't had so much as a temptation to watch porn. 5 more days and I meet my next goal. Here's to NoFap attempt #2

 

Shiiit. Relapsed again. Forgot how to resist the urges at some point... 0/7

 

38/45
Life is a Fight

 

Thanks Single Palm Change

 

4/9, 5/9, and 6/9 done!