Single Palm Change
Fapstronaut
Day 38/45
Overslept the whole day! Not pissed off about it though. I think I needed the rest.
I had a porn dream yesterday night just after falling asleep. To my surprise, I woke myself up immediately, and started to think about something else, using the "name 3 things.." technique! Wow, I am starting to have dream control. This is awesome.
My experience with social stuff is that it just gets better by itself - one day you find yourself talking to someone all relaxed and easy-going.
You should read Josh's great post about this same thing I quote it in this post.
Overslept the whole day! Not pissed off about it though. I think I needed the rest.
I had a porn dream yesterday night just after falling asleep. To my surprise, I woke myself up immediately, and started to think about something else, using the "name 3 things.." technique! Wow, I am starting to have dream control. This is awesome.
From where you are in the process, don't worry about it yet. It will come, sooner or later. Know that you are on the good path, and that sooner or later, the benefits will come.day 7/90 . I have a sort of block to express my emotions. I would like to be more confident to have more social interactions. it is as if i am turned off when i am in group and the others make fun of me because i am so silent. I know they do that because they want i am more symphatetic but pmo is a great restraint. So i am trying to take part this challange, to do the reboot. I had a streak of 70 days and same type but never completed the reboot. i know during this challenge i have to try to improve myself in many aspects of my life as this one of social interaction
My experience with social stuff is that it just gets better by itself - one day you find yourself talking to someone all relaxed and easy-going.
You should read Josh's great post about this same thing I quote it in this post.
LOL! Dogs are the best, they are always happy and content to live in the moment. They are always up for a walk, they also like to just hang out and take a nap. Very inspiring to us anxious and wired humans. I think I know exactly what you mean.Day 9.
I noticed that I stopped caring about certain things and to have less negative thoughts throughout the day which is awesome!
I also noticed that for some reason I started to love dogs (a lot),
I'm not really sure why is it happening (not that it's a bad thing) but I just wanted to share it with you guys. Any ideas?
Don't get me wrong, not in a sexual way lol
** And I still have some urges to MO (not something too serious at this point)
You are going through the hardest time, day 2-5 is the darkest period. There is light on the other side. Keep going!2/8 and have thoughts in my head of very dark things which I kick out and try not too linger on. Finding it hard to sleep at tines. Putting this down to my weekend relapses. Just want to reach next Monday.
You are really aware of yourself, you see this day of no exercise as a potential threat. That is self-knowledge. Good job, keep it up. Exercise is important, for sure!Today is Day 33 for this challange.
Yesterday i didn't go for any physical exercise like i used to go each 32 days before that i think made nightfall for me.
Having too much anxiety because of that, not liking my face skin as well, feeling fatiged. Hope everything gets well.
I don't think its relapse, it was just a natural phenomenon which happened to me without any thought and all.
Guys you need to disspate energy which you were dissipating while M.
Do as much exercise you can that will make your recovery faster i guess.
Suggestions are welcome
Cheers
This was a great post. Thank you for sharing. I am happy for you, and inspired by your story of naturalness coming back.Hey, I had a run in with someone at the golf course yesterday night. She's a senior so she's a bit older. We don't really know each other I've just seen her around because we're on the same golf course. But today We talked for a good 2 hours straight. It felt weird. I wasn't really thinking about anything when we talked I was in the moment and didn't get ahead of myself. I can't remember the last time I had a conversation with a girl without thinking about sex didn't really pop up. I was never bad with girls but was never great. When you think about it I did pretty well considering I was never even thinking about the conversation when I was talking to girls. But yesterday it was like I was a different person. I finally had my wits back. When I was younger I was always funny and witty with quick one-liners. So for me It was really inspiring to see progress. The conversation was everywhere. From here boyfriend cheating on her with her best friend to my fear of big fish in lakes. But even though the conversation might have been about something bad there was always humor. Most importantly the conversation was fun. I also wasn't being pushy. I let her talk and the convo just flowed. Something I used to always do is push the conversation when it should really end. But yesterday I didn't care if it ended I had no fear. It was a cool experience just wish I was like this before I went down to the states.