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A reminder of the consequences of giving in

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by brickhead16, Mar 21, 2015.

  1. Mar 21, 2015 #1
    brickhead16

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    I relapsed... it started when I was sleeping yesterday, oddly sexual dream. From there on i struggled a bit during my day. Later on i was just really bored with everything and I felt like I needed that release. Let me tell you, i fought it hard but it was too strong... But as always, I would like to go back in time and kick myself in the frickin face for being a dumbass. I made it about 13 days, I struggled, I was fighting, and I was putting a lot of effort into other things like basketball. I was focused, strong...
    Now, I feel like throwing up, My eyes feel tired, my arms are like noodles, im having hot flashes... FUCK THIS. Whatever you want to do, HOWEVER STRONG THE URGE, whether you have to stay up all night, or go running at 2:00 am, DO IT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DO IT! No urge is stronger than the feeling of remorse and self-hatred I feel right now.
     
    brickhead16, Mar 21, 2015
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  2. Mar 21, 2015 #2
    Snotface

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    Keep strong dude. Important thing is get back up when you fall.
     
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  3. Mar 21, 2015 #3
    brickhead16

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    Well put, just hoping my willpower has endured that quick relapse.
     
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  4. Mar 21, 2015 #4
    fapequalsdeath

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    Yeah, having strong urges right now. Distracting myself hard with work and such posts.
     
    fapequalsdeath, Mar 21, 2015
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  5. Mar 21, 2015 #5
    Thanatos

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    The sexual dreams are what got me last time.
    I've learned that those are a warning for me, that my sex drive is going to be higher that day.
    I just need a way to prepare myself when they happen again.
    But just remember those shit feelings that you felt and use them to beat your next strong urge.
     
    Thanatos, Mar 21, 2015
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  6. Mar 21, 2015 #6
    NeedAChange

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    That old boredom factor is such a key element in keeping away from PMO. You end up looking for some sort of simulation but unfortunately end up going for the wrong kind.

    Still, they say you learn more from defeat than you do from victory. You'll know the danger signs next time they come about, and you'll remember how bad relapsing feels. Go well with your new attempt.
     
    NeedAChange, Mar 21, 2015
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