Hello so to cut to the chase. I am not trying to count the days yet... So here is what I am trying to do. The theory goes like this, for DECADES we have watched and looked at porn witj masturbation as that is how our member rises and the fireworks starts. Now, what if one was to do the opposite? Train to look at porn and pics but without the need to jerk. I have done this for a few minutes and my member got up a little and pre liquid happened but it has stayed down ever since. Idk but I am thinking of the saying "face your fears" just look at it until you are so bored that the only way you even want to look or watch porn is if you can actually jerk your member. Remember this is like a trick whem dieting. You eat everything you want and don't want it after since you had so much of it. What do you all think? I am seriously say I don't have the urge or need to think of it now and my member is so shunk that it continues to shrink even more "way to kill the mood" is what my member is saying. And I want to beat this demon once and for all. I know this is wrong but I'm talking to God to doing this Idk but I feel if I can keep doing this that eventually getting hard will never happen and thus my member and mind will barely think of porn or want it unless I can actually jerk. Thank you all for your precious time.