sameem_goal_312
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29 days clean no porn no jacking off and no sexual thoughts and especially no urges. Guys remind me to keep going. Give me a reason to keep going strong. This is coming from a muslim. I now fear my creator Allah and the consequences of what happens if I keep on continuing this lustful action of Satan. I CAN DO IT TILL THE END OF THE YEAR REMIND ME EVERY SINGLE DAY TO KEEP GOING STRONG AND HELP ME TO NOT FEEL LIKE SHIT. Day that I started was February 22,2025 and my goal is to reach December 31, 2025 which is 312 DAYS! I started watching porn when I was only 10 years old in 2020 and for 5 years straight I was watching porn and eventually found out about masturbating in January 2022. The first time I did it It genuinely felt so good and for about 2 years 2 months straight I was masturbating probably 3-5 times per week. Then it eventually came down to 1-2 times per 2 weeks. Then I started feeling immense regret each time I did it and I would feel so shit sometimes that I would just question myself "Why am I doing this?" "What benefit do I gain from this?" "This pleasure only exists in this life which is a test" "Jannah is better than Hell, If i keep doing this I will get punished for my sins" So Each time i did it after I felt so bad and unhappy with my life that It started to effect me physically. I had strong urges and tried to brush them off but I just couldn't. So then ramadan comes around in 2024 and It is a major sin to masturbate in ramadan but I did it anyways and I felt so BAD, also it is a major sin to break the fast. So then 1 year after that ramadan, 2025 Ramadan comes around and 6 days before ramadan started I told me self I am going to stop. So then ramadan starts and the big devils are chained up while the small ones still roam around. But ramadan goes by super quickly and occasionally every 4-6 days I'm thinking "Should I do it after ramadan ends?, "I don't know if i should do it" so then I think and think then I just brushed these lustful thoughts out of my head by playing MMV On roblox like 2-4 hours per day and all i wanted to do was play MMV and nothing else, because I didn't feel like masturbating at all and had almost zero urges to even do it. Now it is 23 Ramadan and 29 Days have gone by since I started this Masturbating and Porn Addiction Recovery, my achievement from December 2023-January 2024 was a staggering 45 days, and I'm hoping to beat that record and reach the end of the year. If I make it I will update you guys every single day and tell you If I feel like doing it/or if i have done it. I Now salute you guys and hope you people will have a good recovery journey aswell. I wish you all well and goodbye