PumpkinEater18
New Fapstronaut
Greeting comrades!
I am new to the tribe but I have been aware of NoFap for a year now. My longest streak was 270 days, I remember how energetic and wild I felt but after dealing with multiple rejections recently, it has come to my attention that I am on the brink of relapsing.
As a matter of fact, I just did, an hour ago. I am now crippled with many fears. The fear of going back to looking at women as sexual objects. The fear of going back to being an insecure kid with mediocre performance ( I am currently 17). And that is the reason why I am here because I believe that the key to not going back to addiction is to help others who are going through the same thing as I am going through.
There are many goals that I have set out to accomplish by the end of this years and one of my commitment is to stay away from PMO until the end of 2018. Feel free to join me in this battle. I will constantly update this journey to self-recovery
I am new to the tribe but I have been aware of NoFap for a year now. My longest streak was 270 days, I remember how energetic and wild I felt but after dealing with multiple rejections recently, it has come to my attention that I am on the brink of relapsing.
As a matter of fact, I just did, an hour ago. I am now crippled with many fears. The fear of going back to looking at women as sexual objects. The fear of going back to being an insecure kid with mediocre performance ( I am currently 17). And that is the reason why I am here because I believe that the key to not going back to addiction is to help others who are going through the same thing as I am going through.
There are many goals that I have set out to accomplish by the end of this years and one of my commitment is to stay away from PMO until the end of 2018. Feel free to join me in this battle. I will constantly update this journey to self-recovery
