A week done

Made it through the first week, it was a challenge but I made it.

I honestly can’t remember the last time I went a full week without PMO, after maybe four days I was really struggling.

It was through sheer willpower that I made it. In the past I would occupy my time or take a sleep aid or something but no matter how sleepy or fatigued I was I still made time.

During the first week I would deep down hope for a nocturnal emission, the logic being I would get a release and not mess up the streak. I would lie in bed and let my mind run straight to those places, maybe I could ejaculate with just my thoughts.

But I pushed through. Now, though the urge is still there, I feel like I can manage it without feeling overwhelmed. Call me a romantic, call me what you want, but ideally I’d like my next orgasm to be on my wedding night. That would be the perfect scenario in my head.