A world full of Activation

[novtheo]

I am so happy to be on this site. I am successfully going orgasm free for 19 days. The struggle is the whole world is sexualized, I have to remind myself that its not just me!! Every billboard, every magazine picture everything has a sexual suggestion, there are algorithms designed to shape your online world view based on huge data mining companies that want to keep you online and keep you consuming! I am not crazy as I have existed before this internet world of everyone projecting their perfect version of themselves out there. On the flip there are sites like this and tools to limit the exposure. I just never realized just how blatant overt and invasive / persuasively and effective this hyper sexualized marketing machine is. So my goal today is to literally visualize myself in an echo chamber and slow my mind down label things as they appear and see the world that I have bouncing back at me. The smoking hot barista is just someones daughter, sister etc etc. Humanizing and deconstruction the shadow side of what could be an enormously joyful life experience. Lifting the veil of pornography and the ultra sprawling meta crawlers of my mind seeking escape is gonna be a back and forth fail and fail until I don't fail journey. Glad I am not alone!!

 

[ZZ_maakt_blij]

Good observations! Porn in many flavours, eg. food addicts, and food advertising. Sexual porn is another affliction via mass marketing. I try to keep my eyes off that which arouses me in public, until it no longer does, and on some days it does not arouse me. I keep my eyes off of P.