About to fail

I’m at 25 days no PMO which is my longest ever. I have filters so I can’t look at porn. However I’m extremely agitated and struggling with desire to MO. I was aroused all night last night but didn’t touch myself. I’m just suffering so much and thinking MO would at least make my problems disappear for 2 minutes. I’m overwhelmed with life responsibilities and burdens so it isn’t that I’m idle.

 

Chill, that's all. Literally just chill. Don't do shit about it. Just sit in a chair and don't touch your penis. It will all go away. I was REALLY FUCKING HORNY the other day but I knew that I wont relapse anymore. I just sat by the PC and started moving my attention away from that P crap and urge disapeared.
Think about the fact that you will have to start again. Also - every time you're watching P, you support those sick fucks. Worth it?

 

Thanks. I’m not able to watch P but yeah I agree that anything that prolongs this addiction supports P which supports human trafficking which ultimately supports child trafficking.