Porn has ruined my marriage.... or should I say I have ruined our marriage. I was previously apart of another forum where it was a mixed bag of politics ,current events , and porn or porn like items. My wife found out about it and saw what I had been posting and looking at. This should have been the end of it. We went to counseling, I promised I would change, but I didnt. I would look still look at porn. She found out again and this time I told her to put parental controls on my phone. I was doing good and yesterday I just got the urge and looked at it. While doing so I felt so guilty. I stopped looking and felt like confessing all day that I had looked at it. The damage was done. She put a tracker on our computer and saw that I had looked at it. There is really nothing I can say to her to make this better. All I know is I have to beat this so I can give her the marriage she deserves. She is a beautiful beautiful woman. The perfect wife and woman for me. Today is day one of changing my life and my marriage. The Lord knows this woman deserves so much more. I plan on visiting this site, going to church, and doing whatever it takes to fix this. Any advice on damage control at this point? We are talking about someone who has fucked up 4 or 5 times so sorry I am going to change isn't going to do. I can't lose this woman. She is everything to me and I was so stupid to have looked at it. Help!