Abstain from PMO April 2017. Time to be PMO-Free in April, official monthly commitment thread.

Chaser effect did me in on my no PM quest - at least no Porn but I was P-subbing - reset

 

Do you reset every time u look at a psub??

 

Some of it comes to my attention without my looking for it. A couple of times I took the lead - Either way - I dont reset for that.
Sorry to give that impression - I reset because of M...

 

Day 0 of my journey begins...

One step at a time, I strive to walk on the path to eternal success.
May God help me.

 

I'm continuing on the road, so these have been easy for me.

How beautiful is candor! All faults may be forgiven of him who has perfect candor.
Walt Whitman, Leaves of Grass​

 

Piece 'o cake!

 

Day thirty and day eight of April completed.

 

I'm in..

 

That's great to hear! But be careful the next few days, those images are gonna be imprinted into your brain and the urges are going to come. Don't give in, you have already come so far, why give in now?

 

8 full days of April done ✅
47 full days of no PMO done ✅
51 days of cold showers done ✅
83 days of meditation done ✅

Willpower will not alter your life.
Only self discipline can do that.
Time to stop just thinking about it and start actually doing it, every day.
Time to stop making excuses for our repeated relapses and instead take full and radical responsibility for the direction of our own lives. Come on brothers and sisters, let's beat the hell out of this bs addiction. Let's wake up to our full life potential.

 

On Day 2

Hope to reach your milestones...

 

Day 11, had some urges but able to resist. Thanks guys for all your help.

 

Slay the demon!

 

Day 1 done. Now into day 2 it's time to slay this demon today.

 

Happy Palm Sunday, guys! Still going strong!

 

After a day in Al Ain and two in Abu Dhabi, tomorrow will go back to Dubai.

You’re here to learn something new, not cling to something old.
- Neil Steinberg and Sara Bader, Out of the Wreck I Rise​

 

On board from today... No P and only MO with my wife, who is currently away working until end of next month, so I have this time to do some healing (I hope, and at end of my tether after too many years of this addiction)

Peace

 

Hey guys .... I slipped up at the weekend .... I really need to spend some time thinging about why I slipped ???
Ok I started again and I'm back to DAY 2 (i've updated my PMO timer but it seems to take time to update below )

But if I'm honest I keep getting to DAY 10 or 12 and then slip and I'm currently stuck in this cycle.... It is hard and I know if I make it to the other side how good life will become but I really think I need to MAN UP!!!

I dont mean in some ALPHA way , like being hard on myself or beating myself up thinking I'm not enough.... But when I get the DAY 12 ( or the longest I've gone is DAY 28 ) I dont fight hard enought when the urges come...

That little voice in my head tells me ,you've got this far and a little M wont hurt .. and I give in and it is really pissing me OFF...

So here I am again .... Any way hope you are all doing well guys...

 

Day 2 ends

Success is built one step at a time.