This Sunday I relapsed and fapped after 127 days of NoFap. Then i fapped four times yesterday. Went completely insane. My mind sometimes makes rationalizations for fapping. It says that fapping in moderation would be okay. But no. For me at least, fapping is always perverted. I can't do it in a healthy way, it's not wholesome, it's not good. I'm a better person when I'm not fapping. I feel better, I function better and people around me appreciate me more. Fapping reduces my willpower. Giving in to the urge to fap and orgasm massively rewards giving in to destructive urges. Doing NoFap is crucial for increasing willpower. No matter what, rain or shine, no fapping this August. And no p subs. This is life or death for me. Fapping is killing me. My parents and younger siblings need me alive. For their sake, I will fight!