Acceptance of permanent ED...

Maybe, but weed usually gives me more anxiety, even when I’m alone, I’ll be anxious my parents will know I’m high or something, so I can’t say

 

Interesting i suppose it effects some people differently.

 

You can’t get a full erection in your 20s with no physical issues but you have your shit together and don’t need counseling ummm... are you being sarcastic? If you are able to obtain an erection sufficient to penetrate you don’t have ED. Did you ever think that maybe it’s just your perception that your erections are not as strong? Have you gone limp during sex? 75% is pretty decent. And if you resist counseling then you are unlikely to get past this. Suck it up and go get some help.

 

And apparently, he keeps relapsing and hasn't committed to hard mode yet.

 

You may need to try your best for a good hard mode streak. I know it's easier said than done, but just try. I'm on Day 6 right now. Not easy.

 

It does appear you have not fully given up PMO. As the other poster says you need to go hard mode. It was my understanding that you had not viewed porn for over a year, but then I see your counter below says 49. I also don’t understand how if you say you cannot get hard you MO? Just stop it all. Then you can see if that helps.

One counseling session and you have made the determination that it is not for you, and it will not help? Really? Do you read what you are saying? Do you actually believe that logic yourself. a medical professional told you you may have emotional health issues, and that’s why you did not go back, because according to you you know you do not have emotional issues. You never explored counseling enough to figure out if you do.

Because you are so reluctant to see a counselor and because you don’t remember why all of your erections just stopped, I suspect that there may be something emotionally that you do not want to deal with. You need to face these issues. Whatever they are.

What I am reading here is denial, and addict mentality. Maybe the first counselor was not the right fit. Maybe you need a male counselor. You certainly need someone that specializes in sex addiction and if you can find it porn addiction. Your other choice is to go down the path that you are and have nothing change. You need to try all avenues and going to one session with a counselor is not trying. That’s like saying you spent an hour trying to learn how to swim, and because you did not learn in an hour, you are never going to be able to swim? So instead you try to learn to swim by yourself for two years, and when you are not successful you throw your hands up in the air and look for another answer. But there is someone that could teach you to swim in a few months, why would you not at least try that option? Come on now.

Your answer to fix your problem is in your hands. The problem however is you are unwilling to admit that the problem is you. There is nothing wrong with seeing a counselor. It is noting to be ashamed of, it does not make you less of a man. I guess ultimately what it comes down to is what is more important to you, your ego, or having normal sexual functioning? There is no other answer my friend. You said yourself noting has worked, but you have not tried everything.

 

Exactly like me. I was diagnosed with serious general anxiety disorder.

 

I’d cut out everything (booze, weed, porn, social media, etc) and do a hardcore reboot.

 

It’s going to hurt but sounds like the best course of action to me. Be prepared for major withdrawal symptoms though.

 

After 30 days your whole body will feel different. I’d make it 40 for me but that’s for religious reasons.

 

there is a yoga type called "kapaal bhati" it will cure your all sexual disease......and it will also help to control temptation