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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by corylife, Dec 22, 2019.

  1. On_The_Way

    On_The_Way Fapstronaut

    Man ... you are doing really good !! Stay tough !!

     
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  2. WalktheLine

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    I am sick today I think I have covid omicron but it's helped me because I just don't feel like doing acting out and PMO and I'm just kind of stayed quiet and meditation and slow peace....
     
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  3. Spreadlove

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    In the past 107 days I have:

    * PMO'd 6 times but not fully relapsed
    * MO'd 1 time but not fully relapsed
    * Averaging 17.8 days on strict PMO nofap
    * 10 days straight nofap streak so far
     
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  5. corylife

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    Quitting nicotine and P at the same time, while depressed... Is an overwhelming sadness.
     
  6. Like the prodigal son, I have returned.
    Less than an hour into healing.

    (later): shouldn't surprise me at all that when I relapse with abandon, I find myself with some real sleep problems and serious depression. That starts to change as soon as I turn away. Sometimes I realize that I am free.
     
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  7. keplerb

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    Checkin' - 1 relapse so far
     
  8. OMINI MAN

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    Sorry guys i wasn't writing anything....
    I didn't feel like writing, i wasn't cheating or anything... Its just... Sometimes its became a thing, like you have to do it everyday... Just took a lil break.. But i'm back.... N guess what. ???

    I week.... Completed.
    Urges are hitting really hard.... My last streak was 30 days.. So i'm very +ve this time... A lot of things are going to happen... I have to do a lot of work this year..
    Have a good day stay strong...

    You aRe the one percent...
     
  9. OMINI MAN

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    My suggestion, 1st think What is the worst that can happen...? After that you'll have a picture that u know its not that bad. Believe ne bro.. I have broken my father's glasses and i was Literally shitting on my pants...
    I was really scared... It was like end of my life.. But nothing happened.. My dad was sad..but he understood that it was mistake, i didn't do it knowingly... It coulhave happened by anyone... But at that moment..... U know its just thoughtz.... So be brave..
     
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  10. Nicotine is no joke, the relapse can be tough.
    When I stopped the first week was the worst; anxiety, mood swings, some twitching, depression, and lethargy. After the seventh day it became a lot easier, rough start. You can do it, if you dream it it can happen.
    Day 6
     
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  11. 38 days of no PMO
    I wanna be here will not give up.
     
  12. AD amazing

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    Day 14 in the list!! I completed 2 weeks today and it was good a nice sign of progress. When I notice my journey from worst to now it is really amazing I never thought that I would be able to live my life again Conciusly. Now it's time to plan for next week because more is still to come.
     
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  15. Spreadlove

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    In the past 108 days I have:

    * PMO'd 6 times but not fully relapsed
    * MO'd 1 time but not fully relapsed
    * Averaging 18 days on strict PMO nofap
    * 11 days straight nofap streak so far
     
  16. OMINI MAN

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    Day 8
    Had fever the whole day... I know its not Wuhan virus. The day was pretty okishh..nothing muvh happened, i had few sexual thoughts but it wasn't that bad. Got conscious pretty quickly..
    Today i was jumping from my bad and i landed on the door mat and it slipped... For a sec i thought i was gonna break my head open... But i managed to balance.... I know it sounds stupid.... But then i thought.... Fuck i can die at any moment. You know how fragile human life is... In some way it gave me a life lesson
    To live in the present......
    The next moment you can DIE.. and i'm serious. So live your life to the fullest.
    Have a good day....
     
  17. Day 39 Of No PMO
    Last 39 days have been one hell of a rollercoaster with lot of ups and downs but I am here. Thank you everyone. Really grateful for your support and encouragement. Let's keep improving ourselves together.:)
     
  18. AD amazing

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    Day 15 in the list!!
     
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  19. On_The_Way

    On_The_Way Fapstronaut

    Day 51

    #total_new_habits = 8
    #days_of_new_habits = 22/40

    The emptiness
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    Do you know this feeling? .. You are not feeling sth very specific .. not bad at all .. not superior either .. you are good .. stable .. no ups .. no downs .. you are just here and you have no feeling of any danger in the future or excitement or regret about the past .. you are just here and now but feelings are minimum .. it is one of the states that triggers me back to addiction .. it makes you face this emptiness .. this real emptiness that entertainment by all its flavours is try to fill and it is just making it worse .. I am now very peaceful .. in a sense .. I do not grieve any past .. I do not have any worries about the future .. I am not sad about sth .. I am not excited about sth .. I am just super laser-focused on here and now .. but sth inside wants to run from this state .. I do not know why .. this time my mind brings me wonders and fascinating ideas .. the mind in that state can engage in any meaningful conversation and can follow it with necessary questions that enhance understanding .. is this who I am ? .. If this is even a glimpse of who I am, I just realised that I am afraid of who I can be .. I feel a stranger to this state .. I am not used to it .. I think I am not only having problem with this addiction .. It seems I am even addicted to my emotions going up and down .. I am not used to still water .. still, I think it is the best state for following a dream .. a project .. or just mere living .. the depth is incredible .. it makes you feel a bit lonely yes .. but there is an amazing strength there given .. clarity .. that is the word .. things are very clear now .. well measured .. nothing is bigger than it should be .. nothing is smaller than it should be .. interesting state .. I hope I become friends with it ..

    "Come, come, whoever you are. Wanderer, worshiper, lover of leaving. It doesn't matter. Ours is not a caravan of despair"

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  20. WalktheLine

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    Relapsed sick and so tired so also so stupid I didn't review my yellow book no antidotes so what I expect....?
    but I can say porn is just so boring
    I also can say I definitely will win because there's no going back from this...
    And I definitely backup today refused my yellow book even though I'm sick as a dog did my meditation and I'll review my yellow book again at 6 p.m.

    And I will say for those wandering, my Yellow Book has all my failures and all the insane unmangeable shit and problems that have come down over 20 years of this..... it's so helpful to read
     

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