Accountability for All

Checkin. Was having urges that almost felt like my brain was following the same pattern to relapse. Somehow I was able to put a full stop on that.

 

Recognisable, but unfortunately I don't know the anwer. Perhaps try to quit using social media for 2/3 months? Last streak I didn't experienced this in 88 days, I know you need to hate porn/masturbation to come so far. Perhaps this also let this phenomenon disappear.

 

Day 1 check in

 

Day 2 check in - it's hard already!

A few years ago I got to 22 days (I think it was), but the benefits lasted a good while until the PMO addiction became worse again.

Hoping to do 30 days without PM. Allowing myself O with my partner.

 

Checkin. I am having some severe pain on my neck today so I wasn't able to access the internet or even my laptop. Honestly I am not sure how am I able write all with all my pain. I will be honest i am having urges because I am feeling some hopelessness with my current state.

 

Back on the saddle! 7 months is crazy good!

 

still here checkin in having hard time as I get closer to 30 days I'm not sure if I ill make it to 90

 

Relapsed yesterday back to day 0

 

Relapsed but figured it might happen! Got my period and hormones are harder to control. But today is day #1! Right back on this journey!

 

Day 3.

Keep strong! (I really like the panic button on this site).

 

Checkin in. My neck pain has healed from severe pain that was happening but the downside I need to take more rest in the pillow.

 

Starting up for the ____teenth time. We are 3 days in!

Looking forward to giving and getting support from this group.

 

checking in for day 27 (have completed 26 days).
men.... i have a triggering question for you veterans.
how is life without PMO?
no, seriously, how is REAL life?
one of my biggest reasons for failing this challenge up untill now, is keeping bad fantasies alive.
like romancing an impossible character (like an imaginary person),
or doing things i don't want to actually do to another woman (or women).
did you let go? of all those fantasies?
and if so, what have gained in return?

from a slightly confused, future success story.

 

Day #2! Much better tonight. Body definitely just wanted sleep so easier. Hope everyone is doing ok!

 

Day 1 check in

 

Day 4.

Not as hard as days 1-2.

 

One more good try. Day 0...

 

Checkin in. Had a terrible day yesterday.I had to remain in bed rest for my neck pain and I got triggered to almost relapse with all the boredom and anxiety to do something. Luckily I escaped. Still not through yet though

 

Day 2 check in

 

checking in for day 29 (28 days completed)