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  1. WalktheLine

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    Yep I need every time I have any fantasy to say " that's not mine".
    I say that because there is no woman there.. The fantasy and image is just shit in my mind, so there's no woman there who can be mine, so this shit in my head is " not mine".... It can not be because it is not real.
    I have to say this everytime fantasies arise....
    I have to look at my yellow book (Which is my record of failures and relapses for the last 3 years), very first thing everyday.
    I have to do four mantra meditations everyday...
    I have to do a short run every day. So, if I don't do all of these things everyday I'm basically lost....
     
  2. higor pereira araujo

    higor pereira araujo Fapstronaut

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    thanks, man
     
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  3. higor pereira araujo

    higor pereira araujo Fapstronaut

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    Sure thing man. Actually I spent 2 months without using it, the thing is, I found loopholes on my laptop and relapsed several times, but I already fixed, I think I`m good to go.
     
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  4. higor pereira araujo

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    I relapsed yesterday. I already reinforced my blockers at my laptop but if this shit does not work I`ll stop using internet at home altogether.

    The good thing is, I`m a lot tougher now, I relapsed a lot but I did not beat myself up and it didn`t affected me so much emotionally. Anyway, thanks for the support guys.
     
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  5. higor pereira araujo

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    I did win yesterday, and some triggers appeared to try to dissuade me from keep going with my reboot, but through suppressing resolve, I avoided them like a pro. And I was very productive.

    Today I had a hard time sleeping, because it took more than an hour to drift off and I woke at the middle of the night.
     
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  6. higor pereira araujo

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    checking in - I`m doing good. I`m part of a group in WhatsApp and it has the number of a girl I`m interested, so I`ll talk to her today and see what happens.
     
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  7. msbhai

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    Looking forward for my recovery
    any help is appreaciated
     
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  8. ZenYogi

    ZenYogi Fapstronaut

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    Bah gonna die if I keep fapping. I must be built different cause the doctor says
    ejaculation is fine but I feel like crap for hours after I do it -_-

    theblife described in Brahmacharya is the only thing that seems to be working for me I’m so tired from relapsing today gotta keep trying
     
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  9. jakeFromStateFarm117

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    I feel you man. I went not quite 20 days, but 18. And then went back to twice a week -_-

    Just relapsed today. I'm wrote a bunch of spiritual and scientific reasons to stop watching porn a month ago - I'm going to read them every morning and see if that can help my mindset.
     
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  10. ARCEUS

    ARCEUS Fapstronaut

    Doctor's and science is stupid in the case of M, they say its healthy and promotes doing it, but we, as a sufferer know how harmful and destroying it is.
     
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  11. Checkin'. Having a rough day today. No urges but I wasn't able to have a good day's mediation and other exercises. Wasn't able to concentrate.
     
  12. ZenYogi

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    I agree. Thanks arceus. M IS horrible for us. It’s like how they say one glass of wine a day is healthy but give it to an alcoholic and they could be dead in a week. M is that dangerous for us.
     
  13. ZenYogi

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    Day 1

    still alive darn it. I’m not giving up!!!! :mad: determined face. I’m gonna make it a year! Screw you PMO. I’m going to stay clean off your evil temptations.

    focusing on studying. Gonna go to the library if my Covid test reads negative and hit the books harder than Gohan :)
     

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