Accountability for All

day 1 was kind of easy. may be because of the relapse and new steps taken towards recovery to join this site. the excitement got me through day 1 very easily.

very little craving occurred because of facebook feeds video.. my idea of fighting a craving is to meditate not taking action on the craving and trying to sleep helps.

Still I am aware of how hard it can get in future. but I am prepared.


guys, feel free to suggest and recommend something. or ask anything.

 

This morning, I have seen topless woman images. I feel like I am not honest. Setting counter back to zero.

 

Yesterday I approached a stunningly beautiful lady and got her number. I`ve been approaching one woman per week and now I just want to increase that number as much as I can. It`s a game of numbers baby. Approach 10 - 20 to date one.

 

Resetting my counter back to 0.

 

I had a slip yesterday. But I'm fine.

 

Yesterday I had the worst type of slip - In a public place. That shit is scary as hell. But my day as good despite of that. I won`t get desperate or holpeless about this shit because it`s unnecessary, I`ll stay hard and keep trying. Besides, yesterday I approached a stunningly beautiful woman, I`m getting the hang of it, baby.

 

Completed day 1.

 

I have masturbated yesterday. Resetting counter back to zero.

 

Failing is the symptom of trying. So don't let failure set you back but learn from it and beat the the success out of it.

 

I relapsed and lost my shit yesterday. I was very unproductive.

 

I`m trying to quit porn and build a business. It`s been hard as fuck, I wish I wasn`t very ambitious, my life would be easier and happier.

 

Checkin'! Still going strong!

 

Ease up on the self pity.
Life is full of good and bad, let the bad be bad and keep moving forward.

You got this, I believe in you.

It's your turn to believe in yourself.

 

I'm back from a busy week. Still going strong.

 

Thanks dude, I needed that.

 

I`m doing good again. In those last few days I`ve been a bitch, self pitty and stuff, but I`m back. I mean, I have to constantly watch myself and not allow self pity, but I have my weak moments and sometimes I give in. STAY HARD.

 

Completed 2 days.

 

Relapsed

 

I have masturbated. Resetting my counter back to zero.

 

Resetting my counter back to zero.