Checking in day 13. Kind of feels like no man's land but I'm glad I'm here. I'm really planning on making it to day 17 for the group call Wednesday. Had a significant urge yesterday but just accepted it and let it pass. I'm struggling with loneliness and jealousy when I see couples. I try to tell myself a relationship won't solve my problems, but it's still an automatic thought I have. I know I need to keep working on myself and managing my emotions, it's just hard to be alone day after day. On the plus side I'm reading again, exercising, and looking for a new house is keeping me occupied as well. Hope you all are doing well and staying strong. I really enjoy hearing all the updates and positivity in this thread.