@Instantiation hang in there. I know it's easier said than done but maybe for all of us whenever urges strike we should really try to get on here and post seeking help. I'm on here quite often. @blahblah2930 congrats on almost 30 days! That's a great job. And as for the alone part...don't feel bad. I'm literally alone every single day for several hours. It makes it much tougher but you aren't alone in that struggle. Feel free to reach out to me if you ever feel lonely and need someone to talk to!