@12ove yep exactly! Granted, I've been a member here now for 3 years and have had TONS of AP's over the years so I know what's required. But it's so important to make sure we are supporting one another in this group or else what's the point? If all we are doing is reporting in on what day we are on it's nothing more than a journal. We need to lean on each other for support like a family, etc. I know it's tough with people being busy, just think it's important to remember the point of this thread. And congrats to you on getting through a difficult day! Just like I mentioned to others, feel free to reach out to me if you are ever feeling urges. I would love to help in any way I can. I am on here usually pretty often throughout the day.