Hi all, I have been struggling with the pull of porn for many years. I do not masturbate to porn however more than 50% of the time I feel the strong desire to watch porn with my wife while having sex. I feel that this is along the same lines as masturbating only using my wife instead of my hand. I feel awful for exposing my wife to porn and trying to get her excited about watching it. Some of my tactics are so pathetic like telling her that's it I am deleting my small porn collection waiting for her to say no we can watch occasionally. I think by her validating that keeping it and watching it is ok I feel better. Anyway I would be so thankful to find someone on the forum willing to make me accountable for stopping this terrible habit. I want our sex to be natural and not feel the pull to watch porn while making love. Thanks for considering me!