Hi guys, You probably know my story, I always start any post with a summary of my addiction. In case you don't here's the summary again: I'm addicted to porn (PMO) for 10 years and this summer was my first 6 month streak but unfortunately I relapsed about 20 days ago and continued to relapse ever since, so I'm back to my bad addiction days. I pushed my limits to tranny porn, and no longer interested in any other genre. The problem is not that, the problem is that in the past I used to relapse because I had urges but these days I do it because I'm bored and I kind of force my self to do it, I mean I can totally control myself yet I do it just because I'm bored. What does that mean? by the way, I'm always lonely, I'm ok with it, just mentioning it so you know my situation. So I can say that I no longer see porn as exciting as I used to, I'm I addicted or not, what's going on!