Addicted to Feminization and Postop porn

Maybe someone who had experienced it might help. I have no idea. I replied just to say that have a little patience, it takes time to get replies and people are not ignoring you. They just don’t have any idea.

 

Reminds me of myself when I finally realized how addicted I was. I was scared like shit.
But your postop and feminization fetish is just an escalation from porn, where your brain needs that dopamine high.
For me it escalated from vanilla porn->porn->femdom->feminization->sissy hypnosis.

THe best thing you can do is not to overthing about your postop addiction. Just stay away from porn overall and by time your fetish will go away.
It may take a couple of years.

 

Yea sounds like the escalation

I watched porn for about 18 years girl on girl straight. Bbw. Mature . Watched it all always been highly aroused a functioning .... Now I definitely have weaker functioning from years of abuse my arousal patterns need a break from the shit you watch

I remember the days when I wasn't addicted to porn be rocking a full hard on flirting with girls and knowing were it's going .

I remember one night a girl I'd flirt with all the time like grabbing my cock . And I basically. Told.her I was going to.fuck her .... Since that she was dying for it.... grabbing my cock sending her friends to come get me at parties problem was she was going out with one of my mates at the time . Everytime I was with her I was rock.solid .... She started blowing a wine bottle one night and looking me in the eyes and teasing me all night and it wasn't the fake shit.you see on cams she was horny as hell . .. I was literally about to cum in my boxers shorts. And Everytime I've ever got with a girl.or women ive always got compliments on my size I'm not goina say I've got the biggest cock in the world because I don't but for me and my body size I get pretty massive hard-ons
used to .

This sounds pretty fucked at the moment but this is my life porn has definitely fucked up

The more porn I watched over the years without breaks the more I began to fuck up my sensitivity that can become a weird place you can skew anything to create something in your mind .

After fapping these days it's like death grip

My genitals are literally holding thinner like it takes time to recover after fapping

My arousal pattern is fucked and because it becomes a compulsion

 

Yes same here. I should have understood there was something very wrong when I instead of dating and having sex with a gf that was clearly intrested in me, instead was fapping and fantasizing having sex with her (and that was years before my porn escalation even began).

Porn really really fucks you up. In some ways its worse than heroin and cocain.