Addicted to Gay porn

True man. If that horrible traumatizing incident never happened I would have slept with so many women and killed my relationship. Now I know a mouth is not a mouth and stopped looking at the shit that caused me to do that gay shit. I stopped looking for rape information too because I knew it was my fault too. I'm very thankful for this porn addiction. It taught me a lot. I just want to let you guys know that you are not gay or bi. Just let it go. Everyone has crazy thoughts. It doesnt make you gay or bi. If a straight man hears something gay he can imagine anything. Another man fucking another man. I remember someone mentioned prisoned to me and imagined if I got rape. Am I gay all of a sudden? No I'm not. Even if you had a gay guy blow you or etc because there was no women around. It doesnt make you gay. There's so many reasons why people would do something. Just dont go judging others about what they are. Thats just society saying all that dumb shit about if you do a certain thing you are gay but do they know about our porn addiction no so fuck them.

 

I remember I thought about whats it like to be a girl before. A lot of people think about whats its like to be the opposite sex. You see HOCD will point out anything to trigger you. Everyone knows that some people are betted looking than them. Its normal to find the same sex good looking or more attractive then others. Hell I know a lot of guys that are more attractive then me but its all normal. Stop tripping out about this HOCD. Let the thoughts come and go. Stop giving a fuck and it will go away.

 

If you liked girls or guys before porn and know what you are deep inside then thats your answer. You are straight period.

 

Mine is not exactly a gay fetish, but it is more likely that I get turned on when I see piercings or earrings.
I have no idea why though. Been trying to figure this out since a long time now.