Addicted to interracial and cuckold porn

You got a very unhealthy sick fetish/ addiction/ disorder. It will bring you nothing but misery and harm and has already robbed you of the greater happiness and joy in life.

I would say your sex drive has been wired to the negative. Meaning you are getting off on negative things, things that are harmful to you and that actually feel bad are turned into turn-ons. You're getting off on sick deviant things. Some people will tell you "this is who you are", but it's not it's a sickness in your mind that will take you down a terrible path.

IMO. Stop idolizing women [ buying their underwear is a sign of that, IMO] a person's undergarments are dirty and likely stink bad. You probably got some negative ideas about yourself that you should stop with. Stop trying to get off. Getting off may be a way for you to escape reality? The mind escaping to a safe place is always bad for your mental health, IMO.

And of course, stop watching cuck/interracial porn and all kinds and forms of porn and stop beating off. You have gotten into sexual deviancy and you need to go in the other direction meaning be austere and avoid lewd things.


^ Is my advice to you.

 

I don't have a similar experience to you but I have read numerous stories on here that fit your story to the letter. You have to give up porn if you want to get rid of this fetish. Just look around on porn addiction threads, there are several stories just like yours.

 

I've progressed to the more extreme forms of porn throughout my life, and cuckold porn was one of them. Were you always into these genres of porn, or did your porn consumption eventually escalate to them?

 

The cuckold is huge right now in porn so it is constantly pushed in your face. I have read other stories where the guys begin to think that they need a strong guy to be with them as their boyfriend and they aren't gay. But they get pushed closer and closer to sex with a man or a relationship. Porn can do some really weird stuff in the brain. Best to snip in the bud now and stop, you never know where you might end up. Also, this will get worse before it gets better, i want to tell you that there are some rough seas ahead but fear not. It does get better, but there will be some inside voices that are going to try to tell you what you are, just stay the course and you will be fine.

 

Sounds like the Coolidge effect has taken its toll on your viewing habits. This is when you watch so much porn that your brain gets desensitized to the regular stuff and your reward system craves more dopamine. So you search out more novelty for your brain, and in turn you seek out more extreme and shocking genres of porn to keep the dopamine high. The best way to combat this is to stop watching all porn. You'll see that over time, those things won't be as exciting for you anymore.

If you haven't yet, you should definitely check out yourbrainonporn.com for a more detailed explanation of what your brain is going through.

 

Ive been addicted to gangbang and bukkake porn for years. Every time i see good looking women i dont picture them with me, i picture them getting gangbanged or a bunch of cum on their face, it sucks

 

Stop watching pornography and your tastes me change. Keep watching pornography and they will get more shocking. That was my experience

 

Yes. I have spent time recently watching sissy hypno porn and I'm not gay yet I'm mesmerised by it and still fapped. I had a huge urge to have cum on me after watching it. I literally have no idea why.

 

The stuff a porn-addled brain gets into, eh? I've often looked at myself after PMO and realised how ridiculous/disgusting/weird my preferences have become. I'm a newbie too so I haven't got many suggestions. I guess we have to accept that this is who we are at this moment in time but that we're seeking help and trying to change.

 

hehe got to know about different genre of porn..feeling enlightened loLLzzz..

@Jack19 checkout some success stories
https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?forums/success-stories.24/

u need to start slowly pulling yourself out of it..and the way to it is to get involvled into doing something. Watering plants, playing ur favourite game, singing, dancing, spending time with NGO it can be anything.

Simply planning it in mind to get out of it aint gonna help. Involve in something else to get out of it.

 

This is my exact same situation, I statred out watching vanilla stuff but over the last 2 years this is what has caught hold of me and it's the biggest reason for me doing no PMO. I feel disgusted by it when I dont fap and it is very much out of character for me.

 

Is there anybody who managed to get clean from these perverted fantasies once they started? Please I need to know if there is any hope

 

What I can say is that although I'm not 100% clean yet, there are fetishes that I would have gotten into back in the height of my usage that hold no appeal to me anymore. So yes. After years of efforts (not even completely successful abstinence, but just efforts) it is possible to rewire and get rid of weird fetishes. It becomes easier once you take inventory of how exactly they have harmed you, also. My fetishes have disappeared pretty much in order of how bad I understand them to be.

 

best advice I can give is to replace the time you would do that...with reading the Bible, ministry or serving others. We are healthy normal males who have a hormonal design to procreate. You are not weird or perverted. You just have to redirect your thoughts on something else. And, if needed try to jackoff before looking at porn.

 

Or how about the Tao Te Ching and The Dhammapada?

What is up with all the Bible thumping on this forum dudes no offense.

And also The Bhagavad Gita is an option since they brought up a spiritual text.

 

WHAT?

 

I agree with all this.

However porn is usually just the symptom, or at least in many cases.

While porn is a problem, I have come to understand how for many it is simply a symptom of other issues.

You could say that healthy self-controlled people with a strong focus on goals and proactive beneficial living that helps their own lives progress as well as those around them simply don't feel inclined to look at porn but hey porn is a problem too so perhaps even healthy people struggle with it for no reason other than it is highly addictive on its own.

 

Okay, back to basics. Are you familiar with how the nofap concept work? The whole reboot thing?