eleboro
Fapstronaut
Hello everybody. I am 63 years old, married for the second time and addicted to pornography and masturbation since I was 18 years old. As I experienced static pornography, before the Internet, I never had erectile dysfunction, other than my natural age. I take medicines for erectile dysfunction when I need to have sex. But pornography always accompanied me and served as a springboard when I started having sex with prostitutes. I have OCD. There were 134 encounters with prostitutes within 1 year! Sex with prostitutes is "real sex", but for me it was addictive. I left the meeting with prostitutes and masturbated 2, 3 times next! And I needed to see porn to meet the prostitutes. I noticed that my cognition diminished greatly with the recrudescence of my addiction. Finally, last year, I had a double pneumonia that almost killed me. After that, I still went out with prostitutes 8 times and watched even more pornography than before, but now I have to stop. I feel like I'm at my limit. I tried to start, now in March 2 times, but I had relapses. I'm on the third day of the third attempt. I'm reading and translating the book "YourBrainonPorn" into Portuguese and it has helped me to focus on reboot. Thank you. (sorry my bad English: I'm using Google Translator)