Hi everyone, I hope you are all well. I recently stumbled across your community and would really appreciate your help and support. I am at the lowest point in my life and have absolute determination to turn myself around for the better. About 2 months ago my fiancé left me as a result to my porn addition. This addiction has been 10 years in the making. My addiction has spiralled out of control without me realising. I was utterly blind of the impact it would have on my relationship and had no idea at the time that this was an addiction and how much help I actually needed. This was unfortunately an addiction I was too embarrassed to talk to her about (which now I deeply regret). I cry every night of the hurt and pain I must have caused my partner. One day I am determined to do my best to fix things with her, but until then I know my piority is to get myself better and in the correct frame of mind. Has anyone else been in a similar situation? Did it work out for you and your partner in the end? Take care.