addiction to cam models and they give it to me for free

[lostINtranslation8]

got a problem with cam models. i became infatuated with one model and for quite some time i got alot for free eventually well 4 months of free content she started to ignore me which is fair enough. i actually believe i really like her i mean she is different but now i don't really communicate with her because i was not trying to burn my money

anyway i watched this model and this model only I got bored of others because no one could compare to her anyway because ehe has been ignoring me i started watching other models . and bam im getting free content. i pay like 5token show pics of my face and body and the girls literally cum in about 10 minutes they then do another cum whow after talking with me for a while not many others in the room and she masterbates and cums and then says thats for you lol. so this used to happen before and i never tipped i didn't need to I tipped maybe 10-20 tokens overall

its kind of fucked up

because im really into a specific model but she is costly and i dont tip alot because its not my thing to spend spend spend spend

in a way it was kind of good that she started to ignore me after about 6 months because i was watching but i wasn't actually pmoing I just like seeing her .

but now i log on to rooms and yeah 2 free cum shows same day both after showing face and body .

dont really know what im complaining about other than you think to yourself what am i doing

its kind of disgusting to sit and masterbate with a complete stranger because we'll were both horny and on a cam site.

then there is this one model who well she must be oassed the fun stage and she is about the money. makes me question my decisions that i can get off to cams without paying but that the model i like the most well you pay for it but nothing lasts. other models say shit like come to there home country and they do actually cum

yeah dont want to be going down a rabbit hole

 

[blue-sky-900]

Hello
Well, you do what you want with your life and money.
But it's all an illusion produced by pixels on a screen.

I just don't understand you coming here and describing it in detail. These details can be triggers for people who have already visited cam sites.

But as I said, it's your personal decision whether to continue.
Text translated and corrected by deepl.

 

[Deleted member 550180]

I've been through the cam show addiction myself, and you are not getting anything for free. You might not be spending a lot financially on her, but it is costing you your mental state. And you are losing the most value resource any of us have, TIME. She is giving you free videos because she wants to keep you coming back, and she knows that if you keep coming back, eventually you'll start sending her money.

Also don't believe anything she tells you. I'm willing to bet that 99% of everything she has told you is a lie, from her name, to where she lives, her hobbies, and even that she enjoys being a cam model. She probably says things like she misses you and you're her favorite, and that is part of the cam model manipulation. Remember everything she does is to keep you coming back and spending money. You need to stop thinking about this girl, and stop seeing her before you start giving her more money. Trust me that is her end goal, to get your money and she does not care how she gets it.

And the fact that you think you legitimately like her, tells me you've fallen into her web of lies. I would ask you this question, if you were dating a girl, and found out she was lying to you the whole time you were with her, and only using you to buy her things, would you continue to date her? I hope the answer is no. The cam girl is doing the same thing to you, so why do you keep going back to her?

I took a few steps to conquer my cam girl addiction, and they were:
1. Figuring out how much I spent on cam shows, which was about $10G in 2 years. I taped a note to my computer with the number on it as a reminder, and I would think of all the things I could have done with that money instead of cam shows.
2. I changed my password on the site to something I would never remember.
3. I changed my e-mail on the site to some fake e-mail.
4. I clicked the "forgot password" link in the hopes that they would send an e-mail it would get bounced back to them and that would trigger an account deletion. I don't know if that is what happens, but I figured it could not hurt to try.

I don't know if my steps would help you but I figured I would offer them up. I also admit, my steps are easily beatable and just create another account, but I considered not creating a new account part of my recovery process, and happy to say it has been a few years since I have been to a cam show.

 

[nerox123]

You might join some real world activities, some sport or something. Free your mind of that place and thoughts.

That is not real, that girl is not into you. She only wants your money. She is a product (sadly for her, also needs help)

Do you want a relationship of a girl who shows her body to any man that pays her?

Do you think she really does all this because finds you hot and then ignores you?

She just wants your money man.

Forget about the money, you can go broke and start again, but when 10 years has passed, you will turn back and see your time gone looking at a screen, wasting your attention, energy and time to some random girl that will never love you.

You can do it, get out of there.